mei

mei is still around, out there, don't worry. swimming in the ocean, caught in scratching lovely waves until the deeper and cooler. safe like on the shoulders of unpredictable parents, bigger than you will ever know. shoes have become unnecessary, i have calluses almost to the bone. maybe i am getting old, but i begin to wonder if i will ever have a child. or if it's even necessary, considering all the things there are to give birth to.