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Saturday Sep 06, 2003

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slow inspired
fiery, tired.

much to say, no time to write it. i'm used to sleeping 10 hours per day. now i'm at eightish or less, which isn't quite enough for me. makes me dull. exercise will help.

i'm in this terrible poor place right now - we're OUT of money. all the way out. borrowing is the only thing to do at this point. but it's two or three weeks until i'll have some paychecks behind me. it sucks knowing that i'll be ok so soon, but right now i'm so poor.

work is not bad. but that's all i'm giving it.

and my brain overflows with possibilities. like the bank of vending machines at the hardware-warehouse when i was a child. my mom used to give me a quarter, before they hit the long checkout line. thirty minutes later, when they were done, i'd still be standing in front of the vending machines, unable to decide between the sweet tarts and the bubble gum, or maybe the bouncy ball. immobile little mei. that's me now. so much to think, so little time.

ok. sleep now. right now. i'll write more very soon. promise. tomorrow night or the day after. if not sooner.

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morgan:
Yeah, since I have a boyfriend I often fit into the idea of bi girl who just makes out with girls for her boy's sake, so I'm really uncomfortable with my own attraction to girls, I don't want to put out the wrong signal.
Sep 7, 2003
kengineer:
Heh, reality check. We exchange a few journal posts, I start thinking of you as an SG member and online acquaintance, and a new set goes up. Wake up, Ken - she's not just ANY girl, she's a SUICIDEGIRL.

I'll say it again - you have killer eyes. Nice body, I like your figure just fine, but the way your eyes relate to the camera is just something else.

Sorry to hear about the poor situation. It is temporary, but meanwhile I know that it sucks. We're rooting for you.
Sep 7, 2003

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