mei

well, i'm going to go in for a second interview with the telemarketers next week. i just couldn't bring myself to do it immediately. i'd rather work in a convenience store than in a call-center, i think. it's also quite a commute. grrrr. maybe i'll hear back from the library or the law office tomorrow.

my sweetie is house-sitting for his parents for the next few days, so i don't have a bed companion. i'd go stay with him, but i need to be here to take calls about jobs. i slept for most of the day today, so it's going to be doubly hard to sleep tonight. *sigh*

i really should be cleaning the house - or doing laundry - but i'm just so lazy. maybe i'll spend some of the evening doing that. at least getting clothes clean is important.. we're out of clean clothes.

i took a bath the other night.. i kept falling asleep in the bathtub because it was so nice and warm. i'm glad i didn't drown.

i'm starting to think that if i can't find a job soon i'll move back in with my parents and try to start a business doing something. if nothing else, i could write a book and publish it myself. wouldn't make much money, but i could at least start making a name. i'd just have to figure out what to write a book about, which is kind of problematic.

i've always wanted to be a movie star. but not because of the fame or anything - because you get to do such cool things for movies. like learning how to do stunts, or particular accents, or getting in really good shape (or changing your appearance somehow..) i'd love to have a job where i just got to learn a lot. that's one of the things that's terrifying about the call center. uniformity. and brainlessness. it's all about attendance, because they just need your body there, not your brain.

my hair's getting bluer the more i wash it. i think i'll have to dye over it. chocolate brown, maybe.