mei

i watched a little sparrow today for a few minutes as he found some snacks on the city sidewalk in front of the bench i was sitting on. he was cute. sorry about what you saw.

i hear you, ive got the english degree too

le purr

Congrats on going up! I haven't checked your set out yet, but I plan to do so ASAP... yow wow.

you are far more gorgeous then i imagined. i loved your set. it was fabulous. welcome to being a full fledged SG.

I noticed you posted something about wishing you had gone to the Dahlia video shoot. If I do another video for them I'll be sure to get them in it, you have a cool look.

you don't need to get over it just yet. scream and cry and laugh and put on a bunch of eyeliner and drink a fine bottle of wine. that always makes me feel better.
you are beautiful and intelligent and kind. the world is your oyster, my dear.

poor sad mei... things will improve. but take care of yourself when you feel this way.

bubble baths make me feel better. barring that, a bottle of bubbles for blowing is always an upper.

hmmm...I'm not entirely sure everything DOES happen for a reason, beyond the reasons you make of it. I do believe, though, that you are responsible for making your own meaning out of life, and taking resposibility for your own actions, which you seem to be doing.

The only German you'll ever need to know is:

ACHTUNG! MINEN!
flamenwerfer
Ich bin ein Berliner.
Ja.
Bitte.
Danke.

I also have a hard time deciding why plants act as they do simply because I'd rather believe that there is some sort of omniscient force that permeates everything.

Unfortunately, I can never really bring myself to decide one way or another.

Your writing is sometimes almost unbearably beautiful. Hm. I bet you could do a lot of writing at the hotel desk if you get that night job. Here's hoping it's a hotel where very few people come ... just enough of them to keep the doors open.

"Ulysses" was made for hitting people over the head with.

[Edited on May 13, 2003]

My guess about you is that a writing class wouldn't do any damage. But I've never attended one except the English composition classes in high school, which were forced. Also, I once had a writer girlfriend who taught at the university level, so I'd sit in on parts of her classes while waiting for her to get done. Otherwise I have stayed away from all schools and colleges.

The note-taking ... Friends sometimes snicker about my habit of not only eavesdropping in public places but tearing off pieces of the placemat in a restaurant to write down what someone said.

Sweet pix. I like how the first one shows where your neck itched ... the pinkish tracery of three fingernails.

Tidepools fascinate me, too. Not only the life in them, but the idea of water sweeping in and then out, and leaving varied creatures behind, preserved alive in small communities that seem much more interesting than the larger, more "dramatic" one.

Sing wherever you like. Hehe. I remember one time when I was living in UT I started belting out Poe's "Not a Virgin" at the top of my LUNGS next to a female friend of mine. She looked at me and sidled away, distancing herself from me. I got close to her and eventually got her to join me in singing it. Parking lot security came, which was fun, but we weren't being obscene, quite, so they couldn't do anything. Sing whatever you like: someone who sings in public is confident and happy.

I like your taste in books. I like wine, too, but I'm sober as fuck right now... -sigh-

Wow. Your userpic is doubleplus beautiful. It'll be a good day when your first set to goes up.

Happy Birthday Beautiful!

when is your set going up? God you are such a knock out, i can hardly wait!!!

You know, I do something like that for a living. I call businesses and try to get them to tell me all sorts of things about their company they oughtn't. Like revenue, and stuff. I don't sell stuff, though, anymore. But it sounds like the guy who called you was probably pretty good at his job, considering the way he got you not to hang up on him in the first 15 seconds.

Your posts are an illustration of why Suicide Girls is a Good Thing. Be well