megz

So today I realized at 26 I am at a serious cross road....most chicks my age have already graduated college and are well on their way to some sort of career. I have accomplished alot aside from finishing college....Grayscale and I have been married for almost 8 yrs and of we have Emma....a work of art of course! A few of my friends have already had their 2nd baby.....and I just feel like I dont know what to do next. I am trying to find a job.....I need something.....I do want another child but not right now....I feel like I have no friends here and nothing going on in Madison.....Gray has tons of friends and is already in a band. I just feel out of place for the moment ...which is strange b.c I have lived my whole life needed by everyone from my parents to my sister and to having a family of my own.....but now I feel like maybe Im not needed as much as I used to be..... I know Im talking crazy....Its just one of those days.

Go give my man Grayscale some love he is havin' a bad day and on a happier note go give my girl Starcat some love...she is havin' another baby!!!

I love u guys!!!