meghand

Favorite group right now: Plus Sized Women. I love seeing that girls who are big (like me) can be considered sexy by so many people. If I weren't married, I'd want to post a set.

Marriage has been great so far, though I guess it's always good during the first six months. Today Hubby called me to let me know he wouldn't be home for four days. Some issue with semanitcs; the guy told him he'd be working "until Tuesday", but didn't mention he'd be five hours away instead of sleeping in Morgantown. When these things come up I'm always surprised by how upset I get. Earlier in the day I hadn't even considered the idea that he wouldn't be home. I even sort of hoped he wouldn't come home early, because I'd be out running errands all day and wanted to come home to a quiet house so I could get a little bit of homework done. When I found out he wouldn't be here all I could think about was how much I missed him and wished he could come home. I even considered driving across Pennsylvania (because I missed him, but also because he went expecting a day's work, so he didn't bring a change of clothes or a toothbrush or anything).

I guess I'm surprised that I'm still in love. I found what I was looking for, and it's weird when that sets in.