Thursday Mar 06, 2003

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this day is hereby declared RETARDED LAZY PIECE OF SHIT DAY

i got a PS2. i have not been away from it unless there's work to be done. *drooooool* tooooonnny haaaaawk. *more excessive drooling*

i'm eating french fries.
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...yup, still eating french fries.

*yawn* back to mind numbing video games. surreal
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africa:
aaaaaw man. i love days like that.

i need 2 weeks of nothing but days like that, *makes jealous face* damn you.

ps: masturbation gets boring
solimond:
I've been doing that for seventeen years, and it hasn't so far... curious.

Tuesday Mar 04, 2003

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i am serpentine. i feel lazy. i can't stand moving things. i want to lie here and bask in the glow of the computer screen. i need to stop bleeding. i hate the feeling in my stomach. i want to do something. i need sleep. too cold for sleep. horrible, horrible thoughts through my head right now.

sideshow carnival monster. surreal
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solimond:
That's one of my favourite places to bask. I just sit down, with or without controller, and say: "pander to me." Rest... relax... life is good.

And why are you bleeding (or is that one of those girl things)?
damon:
i think i know the feeling... im trying to break the mold and had a good day as i write about in my new journal should you care to see... just click on nobody

Tuesday Mar 04, 2003

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P.S. I'M GETTING ANOTHER CHINCHILLA!!! this one's female, and i can't think of what to name her. HELP!!!

i felt so good driving home from the hospital today (even though upon greeting me, my mother projectile vomited into a bucketpuke ). i was going down 273, on my way to Pinstruck Tattoos to see Mikey and bribe him for another tattoo...listening to Veruca Salt (Seether,...
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amina:
ick to vomit in a bucket.
nykonnlc:
Ha hA, of course

Don't worry we all let a little yuppie slip out of us every now and then. I mean heck i drive a Toyota Camry that used to be my mom's.

What type of name are you looking for?
hmmm actually i can't think of any good names right now either....

Monday Mar 03, 2003

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THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SENT OUT GOOD WISHES!!!

Mom is fine, she had everything removed, and no cancer is left or there or anything like that. however, i did break down and cry in her hospital room...partly because i was relieved, and partly because i've never seen momdukes looking so helpless before. i'm such a sissy, and it was entirely selfish of me to...
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damon:
yay! good news, and im sure your tears made your mom only realize how much you love her and im sure it made her heart swell.

thanks for making me a friend (i changed my name since i may stay awhile here at sg and like my new one better : )
superfly4343:
Great news. What an emotional rollercoaster this must seem. Rest up, it will get better.

Sunday Mar 02, 2003

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in eight hours and ten minutes i will be in christiana hospital, floor 2, surgical waiting room, to find out if my mother is going to have cancer. i am a wreck.

if you learn how to fake your emotions...sometimes you can even lie to yourself.
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goatsgotohell:
I hope everything goes well for you today hon.

Please let me know what you find out when you get a chance... *hugs*
superfly4343:
Good luck. I know that is pretty empty, but you will be in my thoughts.

Saturday Mar 01, 2003

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today, i shopped. i shopped like there was no tomorrow. i shopped until i puked. (that was probably the stale mimosa i'd had earlier in the day, but eh.) i shopped until my feet were sore and all i could think of was candlelit baths and sexy norwegian men giving me foot massages.

my friend debbie's birthday was today, and i bought her:
-breakfast/brunch at...
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melissa2:
MAC makeup is worthy of worship.

And so are baths.
solimond:
So, now that there is a tomorrow, what's the plan? What's Mac? Who's Oolie? Or, I should say, what manner of creature is Oolie? And what possessed you to choose the name Oolie (not that there's anything wrong with it)? How's the job situation? Why are you into Cruelty? Have you seen Ginger Snaps? Do you ever go to Rocky in Newark?

Oh, and if Megan doesn't deserve presents... why are you friends with her?

Sigh... to be Norwegian (and single).

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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i haven't written in 4 or 5 days, and it feels like a month's gone by.

i got the job at patterson schwartz, and i start tomorrow (today) weather permitting.

i moved into the big room across the hall, "that ukranian guy" moved in...and doesn't speak a word of english. i felt so accomplished today because i installed a locking door handle by myself. go...
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melissa2:
I am sooooooo glad to hear that you've applied........

::sending wishes of luck:: (not that you need it)

kiss
amina:
congrats on the job honey, i hope it is working out very well. i will hopefully be getting a job this week. i have not worked for a year now. im so damn lazy.

i just cried two days ago about my credit card bill. poor me. and poor you.

Monday Feb 24, 2003

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waiting to hear back from the chick at patterson schwartz. bah.

i've succombed to two new things this week. one being the sims (all expansion packs of course), and two being some form of gibberish that i made up and seem to understand. megan and i use it at walmart to scare the hicks away. if there's anything i hate more than yuppies, it's hicks....
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nykonnlc:
thanks again for the kind words. Hope the job search is going well.

I have heard a lot of people talk about getting obsessed to sims, i gotta check it out sometime.
flick:
I love playing the sims too.... I got SimsOnline for Christmas and now I rarely play with the expansion packs anymore.

Friday Feb 21, 2003

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the interview went well...i am overly qualified for the job.

there was a standoff across the street from my house today...some guy held his wife and kids hostage with a shotgun. forty bazillion police and it still lasted eight hours. i think he killed himself. i am stunned. reality snaps.

i need a scanner. i need my mail. i am feeling selfish, so i am...
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oipthestampede:
at least you didnt slip on a patch of ice and land on a playstation frown
nykonnlc:
Hey thanks for the support. I apreciate it
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