hey guess what?!
i'm fucking tired!
and i can't sleep!
because the fucking college students next door are playing that FUCKING music again and I CAN'T get to bed because my WHOLE FUCKING ROOM is vibrating because of the bass on their GHETTO SPEAKERS.
make it stop. please. please make it stop...
it just seems like one thing piles on top of another. i'm having...
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i'm fucking tired!
and i can't sleep!
because the fucking college students next door are playing that FUCKING music again and I CAN'T get to bed because my WHOLE FUCKING ROOM is vibrating because of the bass on their GHETTO SPEAKERS.
make it stop. please. please make it stop...
it just seems like one thing piles on top of another. i'm having...
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i:
i've never been to a shrink (although 2 close friends have suggested it) but i think someone who'll just listen can help me sort stuff out in my own mind. or writing it. or pretending it's all a movie.
america proposing to drill for oil in wildlife preserves
america going to war for no reason
america fighting and destroying its last bonds with other nations
america sticking its nose where it doesn't belong
american pride falsified by morale that has been fished out of some sewage drain
overpopulation, disease, overusage of natural resources...
america is dying as a whole...thanks to the 'holes in the...
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america going to war for no reason
america fighting and destroying its last bonds with other nations
america sticking its nose where it doesn't belong
american pride falsified by morale that has been fished out of some sewage drain
overpopulation, disease, overusage of natural resources...
america is dying as a whole...thanks to the 'holes in the...
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damon:
youre my sg crush 
solimond:
Yeah... poo. I'd move back to my father's native country in protest... but England's being just as bad right now. Sigh.
Megan: "Man, I need some self-control. I need to change."
Me: "Wanna go buy some?"
Megan: "Sure. Where?"
Me: "I have some. I sell it to ya for $30."
Megan: "But I only have $10."
Me: "uhhh..."
Megan: "I'd like to buy 1/3 of your self control."
And: I can't believe he actually gave an ultimatum. This shit does not need to happen. The problem...
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Me: "Wanna go buy some?"
Megan: "Sure. Where?"
Me: "I have some. I sell it to ya for $30."
Megan: "But I only have $10."
Me: "uhhh..."
Megan: "I'd like to buy 1/3 of your self control."
And: I can't believe he actually gave an ultimatum. This shit does not need to happen. The problem...
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gstrife:
hello
africa:
ok ok count to ten, breathe in, breathe out.... breathe in, breathe out......ok then.
i have lots of self-control for sale... sheeeeit, i'll give some of it away.
ps: who is jack?
i have lots of self-control for sale... sheeeeit, i'll give some of it away.
ps: who is jack?
Sono privato. (i am deprived.)
Oh for a slutty guy to come up to my doorstep so i don't have to go looking.
Oh for a slutty guy to come up to my doorstep so i don't have to go looking.
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damon:
hellooooo!
solimond:
I'm quite near your doorstep. And I'm a slut... but I'm a faithful slut.
Il y avait une fleur. Un qui avait vcu pendant une priode de trois jours. Il tait venu d'une graine, une tige, un bourgeon, une fleur. Il n'y avait aucun but sa vie... qu'il a exist pour tre l. Il y avait la menace du mal, ou la mort, ou quelque chose... mais il y avait galement l'existance immuable. Nous sommes
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africa:
ha ha funny...
yeah, maybe i should buy one of those things. i think they're called "pocket pussies" or something. yeah, strap-ons are cool, but i am more interested in something that vibrates. but who knows...maybe they make vibrating strap-ons nowadays. i should enquire at my local strap-on store.
yeah, maybe i should buy one of those things. i think they're called "pocket pussies" or something. yeah, strap-ons are cool, but i am more interested in something that vibrates. but who knows...maybe they make vibrating strap-ons nowadays. i should enquire at my local strap-on store.
solimond:
Un fleur est tres belle. Parlez-vous francais? Je parle un petit peu de francais...
There are other ways of earning my respect...
If you want to work it out, start out by writing down all the possibilities that add up to 13. Then it's on to see what those possibilities create when multiplied.
I'll post a new one soon.
There are other ways of earning my respect...
If you want to work it out, start out by writing down all the possibilities that add up to 13. Then it's on to see what those possibilities create when multiplied.
I'll post a new one soon.
i met a new guy today while on a photoshoot for work. he owns the flower/garden shop where i went. 
what a fuckin' baldwin. *smitten*
late breaking news: i am a retarded version of brittany murphy. even more retarded than the characters she plays in movies. i just realized that today. *sigh*
and: SPLOOGE!
what a fuckin' baldwin. *smitten*
late breaking news: i am a retarded version of brittany murphy. even more retarded than the characters she plays in movies. i just realized that today. *sigh*
and: SPLOOGE!
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africa:
oooooooooo, occulas got a boyfriend, occulas got a boyfriend....
ha ha... i don't know, i am tired, so i get weird when i'm tired. *stares at screen blankly*
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ha ha... i don't know, i am tired, so i get weird when i'm tired. *stares at screen blankly*
[Edited on Mar 14, 2003]
solimond:
You got it darlin!
So, is that like Alec Baldwin, who's gruff and good looking? Or like Stephen Baldwin, who's kind of wild looking, and can't get work other than in skinemax films? Or is it like Daniel Baldwin, who's kind of chunky and is regularly referred to as the "ugly Baldwin?"
And is that like neurotic/bulimic/suicidal Britney Murphy from Girl, Interrupted? Or is it stoner/valley girl Britney Murphy from Clueless? Or maybe (ooohhh) creepy/quiet/sexy Britney Murphy from Don't Say a Word?
I believe that options are important in life...
So, is that like Alec Baldwin, who's gruff and good looking? Or like Stephen Baldwin, who's kind of wild looking, and can't get work other than in skinemax films? Or is it like Daniel Baldwin, who's kind of chunky and is regularly referred to as the "ugly Baldwin?"
And is that like neurotic/bulimic/suicidal Britney Murphy from Girl, Interrupted? Or is it stoner/valley girl Britney Murphy from Clueless? Or maybe (ooohhh) creepy/quiet/sexy Britney Murphy from Don't Say a Word?
I believe that options are important in life...
once upon a time, i had moments in my life when i could be social and have a life of my own outside of work.
do you believe in fairytales???
fucksticks.
do you believe in fairytales???
fucksticks.
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melissa2:
hahaha.....i'm gonna have to steal the word fucksticks........
nykonnlc:
A couple of my friends have gotten a few pieces of work done at the place i am going to go to, and no problems and they seem to do good work from what i have seen.
I am finally bald. I filmed my project yesterday. It was a little weird at first, but i kinda like it now, and for the topic and meaning it was worth it anyway. I'll have to get a pic up, but my brother's digital camera is broken so i'll have to ask a friend.
Sorry to hear you have been so trapped in work. Hope things get a little better.
I am finally bald. I filmed my project yesterday. It was a little weird at first, but i kinda like it now, and for the topic and meaning it was worth it anyway. I'll have to get a pic up, but my brother's digital camera is broken so i'll have to ask a friend.
Sorry to hear you have been so trapped in work. Hope things get a little better.
poopybutt
i have a lot of work to do. sorry i haven't been attentive to everyone's journal...i still you all!!!
damn this corporate business...wait. i shouldn't say that. at least it gives me an opportunity to showcase my I33t skiIIz with photography
i have a lot of work to do. sorry i haven't been attentive to everyone's journal...i still
you all!!!
damn this corporate business...wait. i shouldn't say that. at least it gives me an opportunity to showcase my I33t skiIIz with photography
damon:
you are sehr cool
today's random thoughts:
-human fascination: only this race would conceive to put something inside a globe of water...and not have it DO anything
-finally, i am in love with someone for his mind. not his tattoos. but he would never feel the same about me.
-walmart is the mall for white trash...they go there to check each other out and shop for "fashion."
-i'm getting...
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-human fascination: only this race would conceive to put something inside a globe of water...and not have it DO anything
-finally, i am in love with someone for his mind. not his tattoos. but he would never feel the same about me.
-walmart is the mall for white trash...they go there to check each other out and shop for "fashion."
-i'm getting...
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nykonnlc:
Hey i know that most peope hate it when people say cheer up when they are feeling sad. So i won't say "cheer up". oops kinda did
Walmart =
Dont be so hard on yourself either, if you like someone for their mind, and they don't feel the same way about you for yours, then forget about them, they aren't worth it.
you say you want to be different? just be how you want to be. beauty is in everyone, it just takes the right person to see it in each and everyone of us. I know plenty of girls who most would say are "pretty" but i could not stand to be around them for more than 5 seconds because of "who" they are. Just be happy in yourself and find the beauty and you and if you know what you like about yourself then others will see it too. This is weird too because i should probably listen to my own advice because i often don't follow it, but it is what my mother used to tell me and i am starting to beleive she was right. So just surround yourself with people that do see the things in you that you want to see, and you will, if you surround yourself who don't deserve your time it will just make you feel worse.
I am also getting initials on my arm this week. I am getting my mother initials NLC on my inner forearm in like a cool gothic type i think, i was thinking asaind symbols but they might get old fast. i am not sure because i am also working on another tatoo i want to get on my upper arm/shoulder that is going to be about my mother and am not sure if the initials on one arm and then maybe again with the other tatoo will be too much, but i guess i can keep them out of the other one.
hang in their, don't let life get you down too hard.
Walmart =
Dont be so hard on yourself either, if you like someone for their mind, and they don't feel the same way about you for yours, then forget about them, they aren't worth it.
you say you want to be different? just be how you want to be. beauty is in everyone, it just takes the right person to see it in each and everyone of us. I know plenty of girls who most would say are "pretty" but i could not stand to be around them for more than 5 seconds because of "who" they are. Just be happy in yourself and find the beauty and you and if you know what you like about yourself then others will see it too. This is weird too because i should probably listen to my own advice because i often don't follow it, but it is what my mother used to tell me and i am starting to beleive she was right. So just surround yourself with people that do see the things in you that you want to see, and you will, if you surround yourself who don't deserve your time it will just make you feel worse.
I am also getting initials on my arm this week. I am getting my mother initials NLC on my inner forearm in like a cool gothic type i think, i was thinking asaind symbols but they might get old fast. i am not sure because i am also working on another tatoo i want to get on my upper arm/shoulder that is going to be about my mother and am not sure if the initials on one arm and then maybe again with the other tatoo will be too much, but i guess i can keep them out of the other one.
hang in their, don't let life get you down too hard.
africa:
see, if you want ruffle-butt panties, then you can't be a boy, so don't worry. *gives a biiiig hug*
i have a funny story about walmart. do you remember when that dale earnhardt nascar racer dude died?? well, i was at walmart the day he died with friend of mine, and i was putting on dale earnhardt caps and pretending to be white-trash be an ass, and i couldn't figure out why everyone was staring at me with these shocked looks an their faces. only later did i find out that he had died that day...oops.
i have a funny story about walmart. do you remember when that dale earnhardt nascar racer dude died?? well, i was at walmart the day he died with friend of mine, and i was putting on dale earnhardt caps and pretending to be white-trash be an ass, and i couldn't figure out why everyone was staring at me with these shocked looks an their faces. only later did i find out that he had died that day...oops.
i don't want to hear the cock tales again. i don't want you to shove it in my ear. fucking leave this whole space alone. three feet separated and you still think you can get into my pants. well you can't.
*growls* i put on a new wig today and got about 28 invitations for sex. do they think i'm doing it just so that...
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pr0ject605:
I hate when stuff like that happens... mainly for your sake, but also for people like me, who aren't typical 'guy' guys. I'm pretty glad, tho, that you made a destinction and didn't just say 'fucking men', because all too often that's what happens. Most men are pricks, I'll admit, but there are a few good ones walking around... somewhere... in Nairobi...
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melissa2:
are cock tales said over cocktails?