megean

i've been too lazy to get on the computer and type. way too lazy. so sorry. i still love you. don't get discouraged because i'm a total bitch.

i danced with five generations tonight to something that techno took a shit on and didn't even care when HE walked in and laughed. i dragged him right up next to me and had my turn at giggles when i saw how horribly he twisted. friends again with someone old, seething kind of burning feeling after drinking too many of patrick's 'drinks'...so tired but still have corrections to do...and i'm wondering if HE is really it, or if i'm robbing the cradle for nothing. i get so fucking horny when i'm drunk and all i can think about is something on top of me fucking and fucking and fucking and pushing and pulling and wet and sweat and nauseous but still going at it anyway and hair in your face 'cause the mohawk fell over again and biting and swirling and sucking the stomach in because it makes it feel even better.

i need to get laid. bad.