today's random thoughts:
-human fascination: only this race would conceive to put something inside a globe of water...and not have it DO anything
-finally, i am in love with someone for his mind. not his tattoos. but he would never feel the same about me.
-walmart is the mall for white trash...they go there to check each other out and shop for "fashion."
-i'm getting...
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-human fascination: only this race would conceive to put something inside a globe of water...and not have it DO anything
-finally, i am in love with someone for his mind. not his tattoos. but he would never feel the same about me.
-walmart is the mall for white trash...they go there to check each other out and shop for "fashion."
-i'm getting...
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i don't want to hear the cock tales again. i don't want you to shove it in my ear. fucking leave this whole space alone. three feet separated and you still think you can get into my pants. well you can't.
*growls* i put on a new wig today and got about 28 invitations for sex. do they think i'm doing it just so that...
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*growls* i put on a new wig today and got about 28 invitations for sex. do they think i'm doing it just so that...
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pr0ject605:
I hate when stuff like that happens... mainly for your sake, but also for people like me, who aren't typical 'guy' guys. I'm pretty glad, tho, that you made a destinction and didn't just say 'fucking men', because all too often that's what happens. Most men are pricks, I'll admit, but there are a few good ones walking around... somewhere... in Nairobi...
[Edited on Mar 08, 2003]
[Edited on Mar 08, 2003]
melissa2:
are cock tales said over cocktails?
this day is hereby declared RETARDED LAZY PIECE OF SHIT DAY
i got a PS2. i have not been away from it unless there's work to be done. *drooooool* tooooonnny haaaaawk. *more excessive drooling*
i'm eating french fries.
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...yup, still eating french fries.
*yawn* back to mind numbing video games.
i got a PS2. i have not been away from it unless there's work to be done. *drooooool* tooooonnny haaaaawk. *more excessive drooling*
i'm eating french fries.
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...yup, still eating french fries.
*yawn* back to mind numbing video games.
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africa:
aaaaaw man. i love days like that.
i need 2 weeks of nothing but days like that, *makes jealous face* damn you.
ps: masturbation gets boring
i need 2 weeks of nothing but days like that, *makes jealous face* damn you.
ps: masturbation gets boring
solimond:
I've been doing that for seventeen years, and it hasn't so far... curious.
i am serpentine. i feel lazy. i can't stand moving things. i want to lie here and bask in the glow of the computer screen. i need to stop bleeding. i hate the feeling in my stomach. i want to do something. i need sleep. too cold for sleep. horrible, horrible thoughts through my head right now.
sideshow carnival monster.
sideshow carnival monster.
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solimond:
That's one of my favourite places to bask. I just sit down, with or without controller, and say: "pander to me." Rest... relax... life is good.
And why are you bleeding (or is that one of those girl things)?
And why are you bleeding (or is that one of those girl things)?
damon:
i think i know the feeling... im trying to break the mold and had a good day as i write about in my new journal should you care to see... just click on nobody
*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM!*
melissa2:
yeah.....
P.S. I'M GETTING ANOTHER CHINCHILLA!!! this one's female, and i can't think of what to name her. HELP!!!
i felt so good driving home from the hospital today (even though upon greeting me, my mother projectile vomited into a bucket
). i was going down 273, on my way to Pinstruck Tattoos to see Mikey and bribe him for another tattoo...listening to Veruca Salt (Seether,...
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i felt so good driving home from the hospital today (even though upon greeting me, my mother projectile vomited into a bucket
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amina:
ick to vomit in a bucket.
nykonnlc:
Ha hA, of course
Don't worry we all let a little yuppie slip out of us every now and then. I mean heck i drive a Toyota Camry that used to be my mom's.
What type of name are you looking for?
hmmm actually i can't think of any good names right now either....
Don't worry we all let a little yuppie slip out of us every now and then. I mean heck i drive a Toyota Camry that used to be my mom's.
What type of name are you looking for?
hmmm actually i can't think of any good names right now either....
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SENT OUT GOOD WISHES!!!
Mom is fine, she had everything removed, and no cancer is left or there or anything like that. however, i did break down and cry in her hospital room...partly because i was relieved, and partly because i've never seen momdukes looking so helpless before. i'm such a sissy, and it was entirely selfish of me to...
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Mom is fine, she had everything removed, and no cancer is left or there or anything like that. however, i did break down and cry in her hospital room...partly because i was relieved, and partly because i've never seen momdukes looking so helpless before. i'm such a sissy, and it was entirely selfish of me to...
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damon:
yay! good news, and im sure your tears made your mom only realize how much you love her and im sure it made her heart swell.
thanks for making me a friend (i changed my name since i may stay awhile here at sg and like my new one better : )
thanks for making me a friend (i changed my name since i may stay awhile here at sg and like my new one better : )
superfly4343:
Great news. What an emotional rollercoaster this must seem. Rest up, it will get better.
in eight hours and ten minutes i will be in christiana hospital, floor 2, surgical waiting room, to find out if my mother is going to have cancer. i am a wreck.
if you learn how to fake your emotions...sometimes you can even lie to yourself.
if you learn how to fake your emotions...sometimes you can even lie to yourself.
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goatsgotohell:
I hope everything goes well for you today hon.
Please let me know what you find out when you get a chance... *hugs*
Please let me know what you find out when you get a chance... *hugs*
superfly4343:
Good luck. I know that is pretty empty, but you will be in my thoughts.
today, i shopped. i shopped like there was no tomorrow. i shopped until i puked. (that was probably the stale mimosa i'd had earlier in the day, but eh.) i shopped until my feet were sore and all i could think of was candlelit baths and sexy norwegian men giving me foot massages.
my friend debbie's birthday was today, and i bought her:
-breakfast/brunch at...
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my friend debbie's birthday was today, and i bought her:
-breakfast/brunch at...
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melissa2:
MAC makeup is worthy of worship.
And so are baths.
And so are baths.
solimond:
So, now that there is a tomorrow, what's the plan? What's Mac? Who's Oolie? Or, I should say, what manner of creature is Oolie? And what possessed you to choose the name Oolie (not that there's anything wrong with it)? How's the job situation? Why are you into Cruelty? Have you seen Ginger Snaps? Do you ever go to Rocky in Newark?
Oh, and if Megan doesn't deserve presents... why are you friends with her?
Sigh... to be Norwegian (and single).
Oh, and if Megan doesn't deserve presents... why are you friends with her?
Sigh... to be Norwegian (and single).
i haven't written in 4 or 5 days, and it feels like a month's gone by.
i got the job at patterson schwartz, and i start tomorrow (today) weather permitting.
i moved into the big room across the hall, "that ukranian guy" moved in...and doesn't speak a word of english. i felt so accomplished today because i installed a locking door handle by myself. go...
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i got the job at patterson schwartz, and i start tomorrow (today) weather permitting.
i moved into the big room across the hall, "that ukranian guy" moved in...and doesn't speak a word of english. i felt so accomplished today because i installed a locking door handle by myself. go...
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melissa2:
I am sooooooo glad to hear that you've applied........
::sending wishes of luck:: (not that you need it)

::sending wishes of luck:: (not that you need it)
amina:
congrats on the job honey, i hope it is working out very well. i will hopefully be getting a job this week. i have not worked for a year now. im so damn lazy.
i just cried two days ago about my credit card bill. poor me. and poor you.
i just cried two days ago about my credit card bill. poor me. and poor you.
waiting to hear back from the chick at patterson schwartz. bah.
i've succombed to two new things this week. one being the sims (all expansion packs of course), and two being some form of gibberish that i made up and seem to understand. megan and i use it at walmart to scare the hicks away. if there's anything i hate more than yuppies, it's hicks....
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i've succombed to two new things this week. one being the sims (all expansion packs of course), and two being some form of gibberish that i made up and seem to understand. megan and i use it at walmart to scare the hicks away. if there's anything i hate more than yuppies, it's hicks....
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nykonnlc:
thanks again for the kind words. Hope the job search is going well.
I have heard a lot of people talk about getting obsessed to sims, i gotta check it out sometime.
I have heard a lot of people talk about getting obsessed to sims, i gotta check it out sometime.
flick:
I love playing the sims too.... I got SimsOnline for Christmas and now I rarely play with the expansion packs anymore.
the interview went well...i am overly qualified for the job.
there was a standoff across the street from my house today...some guy held his wife and kids hostage with a shotgun. forty bazillion police and it still lasted eight hours. i think he killed himself. i am stunned. reality snaps.
i need a scanner. i need my mail. i am feeling selfish, so i am...
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there was a standoff across the street from my house today...some guy held his wife and kids hostage with a shotgun. forty bazillion police and it still lasted eight hours. i think he killed himself. i am stunned. reality snaps.
i need a scanner. i need my mail. i am feeling selfish, so i am...
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oipthestampede:
at least you didnt slip on a patch of ice and land on a playstation 
nykonnlc:
Hey thanks for the support. I apreciate it
Walmart =
Dont be so hard on yourself either, if you like someone for their mind, and they don't feel the same way about you for yours, then forget about them, they aren't worth it.
you say you want to be different? just be how you want to be. beauty is in everyone, it just takes the right person to see it in each and everyone of us. I know plenty of girls who most would say are "pretty" but i could not stand to be around them for more than 5 seconds because of "who" they are. Just be happy in yourself and find the beauty and you and if you know what you like about yourself then others will see it too. This is weird too because i should probably listen to my own advice because i often don't follow it, but it is what my mother used to tell me and i am starting to beleive she was right. So just surround yourself with people that do see the things in you that you want to see, and you will, if you surround yourself who don't deserve your time it will just make you feel worse.
I am also getting initials on my arm this week. I am getting my mother initials NLC on my inner forearm in like a cool gothic type i think, i was thinking asaind symbols but they might get old fast. i am not sure because i am also working on another tatoo i want to get on my upper arm/shoulder that is going to be about my mother and am not sure if the initials on one arm and then maybe again with the other tatoo will be too much, but i guess i can keep them out of the other one.
hang in their, don't let life get you down too hard.
i have a funny story about walmart. do you remember when that dale earnhardt nascar racer dude died?? well, i was at walmart the day he died with friend of mine, and i was putting on dale earnhardt caps and pretending to be white-trash be an ass, and i couldn't figure out why everyone was staring at me with these shocked looks an their faces. only later did i find out that he had died that day...oops.