megamisama

i went to see megans seinor showcase tonight...her last performance with her class at Shenendoah....she graduates in may.
i told her that i wouldnt miss it, no matter what id be there. even though we cant hang out right now...even though our world is kinda bent.
i brought her flowers, and wrote her a letter....and cried everytime she sang...because ive never gotten to see her perform like that. and during the last song....she looked right at me, while i was crying....and mouthed "i love you" and we both cried...she had to lip sing because she was choked up.
then afterwards i gave her her flowers...hugged and kissed her...met her family...
then she and i went out onto the stage...no one there but us...her last time on that stage...and sat together...legs crossed hugging, and talked....cried...and laughed.
i miss her...i miss kenny.
i miss my friends....
i miss my best friend...i wish i could just say hi to him.
i wish that i could just have all of us again.
i wish i could kidnapp the two and live on an island together, just us.