wow...so my internet was down for a little while...because we got a new computer, and our version of windows had expired....so now i can get back on again. yay!
my world is crazy right now. being single is hard! i dont know if i can keep up with myself, or the plans i make with people anymore...for example, i think ive made plans with like 3 different people for wednesday afternoon.
i pretty much spend most of my time hanging out with kenny..and whoever else follows us on our many adventures. i never get tired of hanging out with him, and also, he keeps me busy so all of the many boys who follow me around like lost little puppies cant find me! haha...
i had a "date" last night, with a guy i know named Matt...it was fun, but im not trying to date anyone, nor really fuck anyone for that matter, and he kissed me, which was nice, but still then i swear that gives the impression that im into someone and well hes sexy and a total sweetheart, but im not looking for anything more than friends...because the only people im having sex with are dale...and two of my friends (theyre a couple) who with them is strictly no strings attacted fun sex (which dale doesnt know about, and doesnt need to know about because its my business not his, not to mention i dont need him to get all pissed off and want to beat anyones ass for no reason) ...and afterward we are still just friends who can hang out. and thats the way i like it at this moment, because i dont want to hurt anyone, nor give anyone the wrong idea...seeing how i dont want any emotions from anyone else....i have enough confusing things going on that i dont need someone to think im going to date them after we fuck.
ive bearly slept in my bed lately...because ive been getting about 3 to 4 hours of sleep everynight, and i think ive been drunk for 2 weeks straight! (thanks to mostly kenny, but also kyle, JR, kennys woman meggan, and well...a couple other people...like alton...amanda, john, and well yeah.)
ive been having a great time...but i cant keep up with the popular demand..which seems to be ME...and hanging out with the ME, and getting the ME blitzed...and taking me to waffle house...or going on drives drinkin beer and singing at the top of my lungs.
also, my friend dianne at work, her friends son has had it bad for me since the day he met me...and he took me out one night last week (or the week before) and we hung out for a little while...he as well kissed me before we parted ways...and now he's all about hanging out with me and what not! JESUS CHRIST! what am i to do with myself?!?!
i do belive that i will be singing some karaoke tonight with kenny and people...woohoo!
oh yeah, and also...our APW ACTION event last friday was awsome! it went really well, and we had a great crowd...and saturday i went "camping" we 14 people, justin and tiffany being the ones whom invited me (thats my couple) but i got no booty because i passed out in a chair...justin teabagged me (there are pictures) and he, his brother ryan...and i think maby tiffany, and james poured hot wax all over my stomach while i was drunk in the kitchen, they had me bent back over a table pullin my shirt up over my stomach and they drentched me, it was awsome
!!!! and tiffany and i were dancing and makeing out to ICP and rolling around...it was fun.
i cant keep up with myself.
my world is crazy right now. being single is hard! i dont know if i can keep up with myself, or the plans i make with people anymore...for example, i think ive made plans with like 3 different people for wednesday afternoon.
i pretty much spend most of my time hanging out with kenny..and whoever else follows us on our many adventures. i never get tired of hanging out with him, and also, he keeps me busy so all of the many boys who follow me around like lost little puppies cant find me! haha...
i had a "date" last night, with a guy i know named Matt...it was fun, but im not trying to date anyone, nor really fuck anyone for that matter, and he kissed me, which was nice, but still then i swear that gives the impression that im into someone and well hes sexy and a total sweetheart, but im not looking for anything more than friends...because the only people im having sex with are dale...and two of my friends (theyre a couple) who with them is strictly no strings attacted fun sex (which dale doesnt know about, and doesnt need to know about because its my business not his, not to mention i dont need him to get all pissed off and want to beat anyones ass for no reason) ...and afterward we are still just friends who can hang out. and thats the way i like it at this moment, because i dont want to hurt anyone, nor give anyone the wrong idea...seeing how i dont want any emotions from anyone else....i have enough confusing things going on that i dont need someone to think im going to date them after we fuck.
ive bearly slept in my bed lately...because ive been getting about 3 to 4 hours of sleep everynight, and i think ive been drunk for 2 weeks straight! (thanks to mostly kenny, but also kyle, JR, kennys woman meggan, and well...a couple other people...like alton...amanda, john, and well yeah.)
ive been having a great time...but i cant keep up with the popular demand..which seems to be ME...and hanging out with the ME, and getting the ME blitzed...and taking me to waffle house...or going on drives drinkin beer and singing at the top of my lungs.
also, my friend dianne at work, her friends son has had it bad for me since the day he met me...and he took me out one night last week (or the week before) and we hung out for a little while...he as well kissed me before we parted ways...and now he's all about hanging out with me and what not! JESUS CHRIST! what am i to do with myself?!?!
i do belive that i will be singing some karaoke tonight with kenny and people...woohoo!
oh yeah, and also...our APW ACTION event last friday was awsome! it went really well, and we had a great crowd...and saturday i went "camping" we 14 people, justin and tiffany being the ones whom invited me (thats my couple) but i got no booty because i passed out in a chair...justin teabagged me (there are pictures) and he, his brother ryan...and i think maby tiffany, and james poured hot wax all over my stomach while i was drunk in the kitchen, they had me bent back over a table pullin my shirt up over my stomach and they drentched me, it was awsome
!!!! and tiffany and i were dancing and makeing out to ICP and rolling around...it was fun.
i cant keep up with myself.
morbidkitten:
haha sounds like you got the boys running after you..thats how it works when your not looking they all want u then when u are lonely you feel like u cant find anyone haha oh well have fun with it