yeah so ive decided that...i am nothing but a puzzle piece...that random miss matching puzzle piece. the one that got stuck in the wrong fuckin box...and someone...and or somethings are smashing me...trying to make me fit...actually its nothing but reality itself doing this to me. i need to find my box...my puzzle...the one i belong in...but there is a million pieces in each one...and so many pictures seem to be the right one...but still....im not fitting.
quit smashing me into the space that is not my own! argh...my corners are bent...like the reality...the conciousness that surrounds me that feels so fuckin surreal that i dont understand it myself....
okay so i lied...i didnt JUST get kiddnapped by random lesbians...i mean i DID...but i totally went further with the cute little butch one than i should have...ummm seeing as how my sister has a huge crush on her...i have a boyfriend...or at least i think i do...and my heart is way to fucking big and i love someone that i dont know what is going on anymore.
i think im digging myself into a HUGE hole...that i dont know if the crawl out (or the straps and firemen with bungee pull-you-out-things) is actually going to save me this time.
this is what i get for being myself...
wow! is all ive been able to say. fucking wow!
WHAT IN THE HELL AM I DOING! i think im going to run away....not really but maby...back to the carnival for a 9 month season...vacation with pay...and my carnie friends.
fuck me, and the scorpion goddess i rode in on!
quit smashing me into the space that is not my own! argh...my corners are bent...like the reality...the conciousness that surrounds me that feels so fuckin surreal that i dont understand it myself....
okay so i lied...i didnt JUST get kiddnapped by random lesbians...i mean i DID...but i totally went further with the cute little butch one than i should have...ummm seeing as how my sister has a huge crush on her...i have a boyfriend...or at least i think i do...and my heart is way to fucking big and i love someone that i dont know what is going on anymore.
i think im digging myself into a HUGE hole...that i dont know if the crawl out (or the straps and firemen with bungee pull-you-out-things) is actually going to save me this time.
this is what i get for being myself...
wow! is all ive been able to say. fucking wow!
WHAT IN THE HELL AM I DOING! i think im going to run away....not really but maby...back to the carnival for a 9 month season...vacation with pay...and my carnie friends.
fuck me, and the scorpion goddess i rode in on!