meeshkah

Im going to simply bombard my journal with stuff so yesterday I was featured on the front of MSN Canada homepage, I did a photoshoot with a member here Sumners (who btw has a set of the day he photographed and one on the way of me) and anyway we did a photoshoot which was for his stock stuff and one of them got boughten by msn! WEIRD

I just took the picture recently too I must say the strangest thing about it is the fact it is a photo of me "drinking wine" but in fact I am a straight edge I do not drink or do drugs anymore for about 4 years!!! that means literally since I turned legal here in Canada

Anyway heres a screen cap:



In more interesting news my lifelong dream of being even in a magazine is coming true because I will be in a photoshop magazine in the UK in one of my fiances pieces of art, it is not released yet but when it is I will show you guys the artwork he created.

When I was younger in my early years of highschool even throughout all of grade school I was bullied a lot people said I was ugly, made fun of my nose for it being "too big" made fun of my lips for the same reason, my weight (I was a little bit chubby), the thing they made fun of the most is the scar on my face, in fact it is not a scar it is a birthmark which has an appearance of a scar. Its terrible to say the truth but even now I get it like every single day.

I actually kind of like that scar, most of the photogs I shoot with do remove it and I do not mind that, it is up to them what they prefer but I would like to show you photos that Vitaly did of me where you can still see it.



here are some more photos from the same photoshoot I would like to show you which is not really showing my scar but I think they are still nice!









Hope you enjoy them

Thank you again for your love on Ace of Diamonds my newest set in MR!

http://suicidegirls.com/members/Meeshkah/albums/site/24486/

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