Fire works last night, climbed to the top of an abandoned building in downtown detroit -the fort shelby hotel- and watched the fire works. It was a perfect view.
Though fucking didn't get home till 4:30 in the am and then I ate and went to sleep and sleep was interupted a lot by my waking up all confused and scared and it was like I was awake but I wasnt and I was over whelmed with the feeling of being trapped inside the shelby hotel.. alone... with no way out... ha.. but that doesnt happen to me, waking up like that, so it was weird...
Today I just sat around doing nothing, but now I'm getting ready to head out... I want to visit one friend but I'll probably end up visiting another...
And tomorrow, who know's thats too far in the future for me... and right now my head hurts soooo fucking bad.
So, solution, get smashed.
Though fucking didn't get home till 4:30 in the am and then I ate and went to sleep and sleep was interupted a lot by my waking up all confused and scared and it was like I was awake but I wasnt and I was over whelmed with the feeling of being trapped inside the shelby hotel.. alone... with no way out... ha.. but that doesnt happen to me, waking up like that, so it was weird...
Today I just sat around doing nothing, but now I'm getting ready to head out... I want to visit one friend but I'll probably end up visiting another...
And tomorrow, who know's thats too far in the future for me... and right now my head hurts soooo fucking bad.
So, solution, get smashed.
alliedcries:
aww. I wake up like that now and then. I get a panic freak out thing going if I get tangled in my blnkets. its an unsettling wake up. weird.. 
I want to get smashed but not enough money.
I want to get smashed but not enough money.
alliedcries:
well i hope you have a wonderful night. I went out drinking and came home early. gotta work in the morn and its been an exhusting day for me.