meesha

this was a good weekend....i havent had one of those in a min....i have been sulkin for the past 4-5 months over my last gf....i mean to the point that i couldnt bring myself to go anywhere...i would stay home and cry...be miserable and depressed....
i finally snapped out of it....not to say that i have forgotten her...cause dont get me wrong...i STILL love her like no other...but i cant let my life waste away hopin she would take me back or that she hopin that she feels what i feel for her...it takes too much of my time and energy....
so i went out this week...well actually ive been back in the game for about 3 weeks now...been goin on dates....amazin enough i have even gone out with a dude....BLASPHEMY....!! i dont do the cock thing first of all,,,but i went out with him one because he is FINE!!! i never said the i dont look at guys....i actually think men are absolutely the best eye candy....i look but DONT TOUCH!!!
well we shared each others company....it was alright.....not sayin that i'd do it again...strictly the couch lovin bitch!!! always have been always will be!!! but i will go on an occasional date with a dude if he peeks my interest...just for shits and giggles sake...
wait a min...here i am tryin to justify myself and i have digressed from the original story....
well i went out this weekend and partied my ass off...drank like fish....and didnt sleep a wink...and then came to work....
this is turning out to be pretty okay summer so far!!!