meek13

what if nothing satisfies my soul, or at least i havne't found it.

it only eases the pain for a bit. it's nights that are the hardest, that's why i usually end up staying up all night drinking myself to sleep. so i can jsut passout without any dreams. and the little bit i'm awake will be spent numb. memories and dreams that may never be haunt me constantly. waht if's and hopes crushed race through my mind constantly.
i come off as a carefree person, which, when i'm happy. i think i am, but over all i'm paranoid and petrified.