i just worked 18 hours straight at a mental hospital. with zero breaks.
i had to take 2 of the girls to the mall today, because their families are fucked up & they don't have anyone to come take them to do anything. we were there for THREE hours.
it was pretty fun, considering we were at a fucking mall. shopping with crazy kids is...
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i had to take 2 of the girls to the mall today, because their families are fucked up & they don't have anyone to come take them to do anything. we were there for THREE hours.
it was pretty fun, considering we were at a fucking mall. shopping with crazy kids is...
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it's official - i'm bipolar, or so go the opinions of 3 out of 3 "professionals".
the thing is, i believe it's true. i feel so disconnected from everything & everyone. including myself. it's like being trapped in someone else's body. i can't control my emotions, not even with logic. the swings between way the fuck up and way too far down are so drastic,...
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the thing is, i believe it's true. i feel so disconnected from everything & everyone. including myself. it's like being trapped in someone else's body. i can't control my emotions, not even with logic. the swings between way the fuck up and way too far down are so drastic,...
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cosyne:
Come move to the Northwest -- I'd be bipolar living in Georgia, too. But please don't die. That would be silly. Plus, if you do that, how will be able to tag team Carlos (remember that guy)?
mro:
Bipolar? Isn't that the punchline to "What do you call a white bear that swings both ways"?
The thought of being trapped inside someone elses body amuses me - if I were trapped in, say,
rainwolfkin's body I would just sit in my bedroom and play with my boobies all day.
Mmmmmmmmmmmm
The thought of being trapped inside someone elses body amuses me - if I were trapped in, say,
rainwolfkin's body I would just sit in my bedroom and play with my boobies all day.
Mmmmmmmmmmmm
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rainwolfkin:
so when are you going to become a bonafide SG? we all know you like to get naked have have your photo taken, so why not get paid for it?
also, i think your friend is much cuter when she looks like you, but maybe i'm biased...
also, i think your friend is much cuter when she looks like you, but maybe i'm biased...
mro:
Nope, I think rainwolfkin is correct in her posting (above) 
i feel happy today. i like you people. you make me smile.
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i had to wear business attire to work today because there were MATCH reviews (where gov. officials from the state come to discuss the progress of the kids' psychological/behavioral treatment & their possible continuation of funding). i went to meetings & acted professional. it was like being in theatre.
it's fun to...
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i had to wear business attire to work today because there were MATCH reviews (where gov. officials from the state come to discuss the progress of the kids' psychological/behavioral treatment & their possible continuation of funding). i went to meetings & acted professional. it was like being in theatre.
it's fun to...
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*whispers* I can see your panties in one of the pics. I hope you realised they were showing i slept in a teepee last night. it was really cozy & warm, all blankets & dirt & friends & sleeping bag cocoons. today we're all working on the garden & labyrinth in the yard, & tonight is a sweat lodge.
a refreshing morning, marred only mildly by my hangover.
a refreshing morning, marred only mildly by my hangover.
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brighteye:
oooh i wanna play injun. i am like 1/8th cherokee. that sounds like so much fun and a great way to get reconnected with that which is larger that ourselves...a lil ego cleansing does the body good
have some fun for me!
btw lyric is my new lady friend from ga but my question for you is, "will you go with me?"
have some fun for me!
btw lyric is my new lady friend from ga but my question for you is, "will you go with me?"
mro:
I can't believe that you openly admit to checking out David Bowie's package! Ha ha ha ha hahaaaaaaaaa 
i met a girl on-line (on PlanetOut) who wants to be my friend. she lives near me. she has sex with girls. she wants to pay for my ticket to see NIN in May. i hope she's not a serial killer, 'cuz i really want to go to NIN.
i wouldn't be talking to people on-line as much as i do if it weren't for...
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rainwolfkin:
i dont like fucking with peoples heads! (unless they're scum and deserve it, in which case they'll be so totally fucked)
i had extreme mania today. it was peaceful & fun at first. i spent my day being silly & trying to make my girls laugh.
{i work at a residential treatment facility for children & adolescents with behavioral & emotional issues...aka a mental hospital...with girls 12 to 18 years old}.
they looked at me like i was crazy all day & laughed a lot. this...
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{i work at a residential treatment facility for children & adolescents with behavioral & emotional issues...aka a mental hospital...with girls 12 to 18 years old}.
they looked at me like i was crazy all day & laughed a lot. this...
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i can't believe how amazingly sweet all you hardcore fuckers really are...i fucking love SG!
i just "met" a really cool guy. well, we haven't actually even talked, but he wants to be my friend & it turns out i really want him to be my friend. check out BrightEye if you haven't already met him. he's my idol today.
i've been so depressed &...
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i just "met" a really cool guy. well, we haven't actually even talked, but he wants to be my friend & it turns out i really want him to be my friend. check out BrightEye if you haven't already met him. he's my idol today.
i've been so depressed &...
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brighteye:
i just imported one sexy sg georgia peach maybe there is room in the basket for one more
I lived on Seneca Lake in NY for a couple of years in my early 20's and knew that area and Ithaca pretty well...you must really miss it this time of year
Love your taste in music, Coco Rosie and Tilly and the Wall stole my heart with their mix of talent, originality, and sexyness last month. I'll send you a link to those pics when I get a chance.
i just imported one sexy sg georgia peach maybe there is room in the basket for one more
I lived on Seneca Lake in NY for a couple of years in my early 20's and knew that area and Ithaca pretty well...you must really miss it this time of year
Love your taste in music, Coco Rosie and Tilly and the Wall stole my heart with their mix of talent, originality, and sexyness last month. I'll send you a link to those pics when I get a chance.
ria:
presents...
send me your snail mail address [riahat@gmail.com], and if nothing else there will be words.
send me your snail mail address [riahat@gmail.com], and if nothing else there will be words.
i'm like a child who stopped playing with her toy truck months ago, but then this other kid comes along and wants to play with it and now i'm like, "NO! DON'T FUCKING TOUCH THAT! IT'S MINE!"
i am a masochistic freak. i convince myself that i want someone i don't really want in order to be able to explain my depression & anxiety. in...
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i am a masochistic freak. i convince myself that i want someone i don't really want in order to be able to explain my depression & anxiety. in...
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rainwolfkin:
yeah, i know the feeling. you wont be alone long though. that never happens. you're so one of the most lovable people on the planet! dude, i remember ithaca and you always had about 20 boyfriends or something who would have done anything for you even if you happened to mistreat them or something. and then comes all the girlfriends (but i dont know as much about that).
what i always say is, 'joke them if they can't take a fuck' (a bastardization of 'fuck them if they can't take a joke') it seems to be applicable to every situation of my life at all times. makes me feel better. joke them.
glad that you have fond memories of ohio. its unfortunate that i can't see kyle. he just moved to seattle (maybe him and cosyne can hook up?). and most of my other friends have either started breeding (and consequently are totally different people) or have moved away. so yeah, i'm doing the family thing. but they made it happen for me to come here, so i have to. do you know how difficult it is to find any veg entrees at any restaurants around here? they're all blookdy steakhouses!
anyway, i wish i was down in the south with you. then i could say 'well, here we are' when you ask 'where are we'. it was so profound at them time.
what i always say is, 'joke them if they can't take a fuck' (a bastardization of 'fuck them if they can't take a joke') it seems to be applicable to every situation of my life at all times. makes me feel better. joke them.
glad that you have fond memories of ohio. its unfortunate that i can't see kyle. he just moved to seattle (maybe him and cosyne can hook up?). and most of my other friends have either started breeding (and consequently are totally different people) or have moved away. so yeah, i'm doing the family thing. but they made it happen for me to come here, so i have to. do you know how difficult it is to find any veg entrees at any restaurants around here? they're all blookdy steakhouses!
anyway, i wish i was down in the south with you. then i could say 'well, here we are' when you ask 'where are we'. it was so profound at them time.
alaspooryorick:
None. All I got left is sex.
I'm surprised the local boys haven't mobbed you yet; they're incorrigible.
I'm surprised the local boys haven't mobbed you yet; they're incorrigible.
yes. i have a following.
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rainwolfkin:
you are frightening me. dont go.
fluxuscity:
Thank you for your beautiful comments, best in show. Fuck and its alter egos are very important to me, as they should be to society in general.
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your work must be hard, especially when it involves long hours. sometimes i feel like a crazy child and should be in an institution. i think i'd go for it except that i'm worried that i wouldn't like the other crazy people on my block.
i suppose i'll just keep pretending that i'm being successful at making it in the real world