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medusaq

Ithaca, NY & surrounding area

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Thursday Sep 29, 2005

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grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.& owl.

the electromagnetic field of the heart is SIXTY times that of the brain. wow. we can alter the universe with our beingness & our attitudes. our outlooks. but we all already knew that, eh?

my heart is full.

even with all of the cynicism, anger, disappointment, & disillusionment i generate on a daily basis, i have learned recently that there is always the possibility of some semblance of hope.

the first half of 2005 i'd decided that i'd most probably wind up alone & grumpy, pissing on myself & doing crosswords in a language of my own once i got old & senile. now i think i shall do the same -- but with a soul mate or two. definitely in rocking chairs. with drinks.

beauty exists if you're willing to see it. take it from this dark hippie. otherwise known as an optimistic pessimist...or... cynical idealist.

someday i'll be saying all of this again, only the opposite. take it from this manic depressive, bipolar queen of all things contradictory. you could, technically, call me balanced.

ha. no matter what is true, i'll win.
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pekoe:
Next time you look at SG check some of your fav. photos to see if any are blacked out. Some of the photos on the site are (the ones with blood, light bondage, any other "distastefull" photos).

That is a great entry, by the way wink
Oct 3, 2005
mro:
Why are you Grrrrr'ing at an owl? Do you think it gives a hoot? Geddit? A hoot? Ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa biggrin
Oct 7, 2005

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