Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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living in fuzzy.

i keep losing shit, forgetting things, dropping things, & am generally underwater in this...it feels pretty good, regardless of the fact that it got my phone run over... biggrin

i really like her. that's all i've got right now. i just wanna touch her, kiss her, cuddle her...know her. i'm so fucking disgusting. ha.

funny how i freely use the words "i love you" with people i barely know if i really appreciate them as human beings. but when it comes to people i'm dating, and knowing that those words are dangerous, i have to withhold the impulse to say them...even when the impulse arises so often. just because she does a lot of things i appreciate. i wouldn't say it meaning, "i LOVE you" or "i'm IN LOVE with you". i suppose i could just say, "i really appreciate you." yes, i suppose that'd do.

she tucked me in last night while i was asleep...after she pryed her arm from under me, that is. biggrin

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rainwolfkin:
i would love it if you come. its probably more affordable than you think. just come in january when prices are super low and stay with us and dont spend much money while your here. everything is outrageously expensive, i can't imagine you'd want to buy any of it when you can get it for 1/4 the cost in the US.

you should quit smoking because i love you and don't want you to die of cancer. your mind is a powerful thing. you can use it to help you stop. it worked for me. i hate cigarettes now. (and the niquitin lozenges--for when you really need one).

is everything ok? i hope you are still floating.
ria:
quick <3

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