medusaq

and i dreamed that i had a baby last night. by my ex girlfriend.

it was as big as a one year old after a day or two. i was scared i'd drop it on its head. i think i did once.

then my girlfriend left us for another woman.

i looked at the baby & felt amazingly happy & overwhelmed with love and i felt an unfamiliar wholeness. {which is weird, because i don't know if i could ever be a grown up or make a baby...i'm too selfish and fucked up to participate in the overpopulation & continued destruction of the Earth, thanks.}

then the girl my ex left me for turned into an older punk suicide grrrl. she came to me & wanted me, we kissed, it was hot. i wanted her back. i was smug, because now my ex would be alone and destroyed.

then my ex was there, watching. tears in her eyes. i shrugged. she left, in silence, to take the girl home. i knew that girl would be back...

then i woke up.

got any interpretations??