Honestly, my best advice would be to be completely honest and don't take things so seriously. Take risks, all and any! We are not getting any younger and none of us are guaranteed anything past today. I have changed so much as a person over the past year, and the main reason I have changed is because I took a chance and I moved across the country. I was so unhappy in New York, I saw a way out and I went with it. I made a promise to myself that I wasn't going to lie about stupid shit anymore(mainly my feelings) and I was only going to allow people and things into my life that I knew would make me happy. All positive, nothing negative. Obviously it's been a little struggle keeping 100% to all that, but I've been doing pretty good with it and I have been so much happier. I realized dating wasn't really for me, I'm far too needy, stubborn and flat out crazy to commit to anyone. I mean there's someone I'm kind of interested in like that and I feel like I"m not even 100% all the time so there's no point in ruining the good that's going on right now. Plus I'm not ready to settle, I don't think I ever will be. I never want to settle to be honest. Unless I find a guy who makes me feel like I'm not settling. I want someone who never makes me question that fact that I'm "taken". When I want things now I go for them, even if it risks me losing what I had before. Being honest though has changed a lot of things, I realized that I am who I am and I'm not about to try and hide or lie about my past. I also realize how fast people peace out when you're as honest as I am, with everything I have to say. "Oh hi boy, I'm nude on the internet, I used to be a stripper, I now am on a porn reality TV show, oh but I'm not just going to drop my panties for you, you'll have to work for it " Yeah, that doesn't always go over so well haha. Oh well, I'm a happier me :)
xoxo
Medusa
