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and he asked me "Doesn't it turn you on touching someone like that?"

sounding both disappointed in a sad and in a confused way...

it's not you... it's just not someone else...

and in a way I wish you were a girl
I can't feel for a male...
I don't know what's happening. I don't know that it bothers me either.
It's sweet you want to take credit for the change- you may. Just don't let it go to your head.


Something I know I want is...
but I don't feel like I'm allowed- like they wont let me in. It's what I want. But no one is listeninng.





Is it wrong that I'd rather sleep with someone who has a girlfriend and be a friend on the side than be someone's girlfriend?
I don't think it is