medijaster

Tonight is good, I've been honest with a few people I needed to be honest with and I've made at least one person smile and laugh, I also wrote a song which I'm genuinely proud of, I've finally been honest with myself in the lyrics, and I really am a horrible human being.

The moment I wake up
I go downstairs, to see what each day will bring
I look in the mirror
And hate the person, who's staring back at me
And if I feel
Consistently miserable, I hope you'll be happy

Cos I don't care, anymore
I don't hold any hope for me
I'm paralysed by my own indecision
My choice is staring back at me

And I'm so scared of being wrong
I won't choose anything at all
I'm too afraid of who I could be
So I just shy away from things

I turn off the streetlights,
Rejoice in the dark night, it's comforting to me
I wander the streets and
Sing to the night, I wish that it would answer me
I wander the streets and
I wish I would tire, Cos I just want to sleep

Cos I can't bear to think
About my feelings anymore
They're always dark and unrelenting
They never stop bothering me

And I'm so scared of being wrong
I won't choose anything at all
I'm too afraid of who I could be
So I just shy away from things