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Friday Apr 26, 2013

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First here is my review of Pain & Gain give it a read, like and a comment, I would love to hear from you about it.

Now here is where the blog gets a little more serious.
I'm a little lost. Now I know that seems strange, my previous entries have been positive, I've been moving forward, I've had a plan, it seemed like things could and would get better. I was and still am at peace with being a nice guy, but then today I get a text from the girl, yeah this one. Now it's been clear that she has no interest in me romantically for a while now but today the text. I guess someone called her "Chunky" at work and while she has made great strides in losing weight since she was diagnosed with celiac's disease she still has some serious body image and self esteem issues. I have seen her look like the second coming of Kristen Stewart, (only with the ability to smile) but with a recent gall balder surgery there have been some setbacks but she is still a beautiful woman!
Now I tried to build her confidence back up as best as I could without actually admitting my feelings as that I could care for her more than just a friend. It wasn't easy, and less than helpful, now her desire to cosplay Jill Valentine at Niagara Falls Comic Con is all but gone and I'm not sure if a group of us are going to the movies tomorrow. (Yes there will be another review if we do go)
I have no clue what to do. Advice is as always welcome because without admitting how I feel I'm not sure how else I can tell her that she is a beautiful woman and that whoever told her that is just an ass hole.

Ok some nerd humour to get my mind off of things.

linna:
Yes animals are very valuable. I was so scared for him. So scared. Now it gets better smile
Apr 26, 2013
kers:
I missed you too smile
Apr 27, 2013

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