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Wednesday Jun 15, 2011

Jun 15, 2011
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Got my GSP RUSHIFT DVDs in the mail today, though I'm still waiting on the other adjustable dumbbell... going to start the workout soon (maybe tomorrow afternoon/evening, since I have to be up crazy early in the morning, and will be gone most of the day)

Recently, I've been taking some of my newly acquired free-time (since I finished classes) to try to get back into my Buddhist practice. I've been reading a few different books to help keep me thinking the right way throughout the day. I bought a Tibetan Medicine Buddha pendant/medallion on Amazon, so waiting for that to get here. I don't practice Tibetan Buddhism, but I have a particular... liking (?) of the Medicine Buddha, which I think is because of my job as a medic, and my general overall interest in the medical field.

Found out I won't be able to pick up my passport for another two weeks, which isn't that bad since I already went on R&R, and won't need it until Decemberish... I just need to learn a little more patience, I guess.
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missmalice_:

When I find out I'll let you know. I'm in that phase right now where I'm exploring the option to convert as an investment in my relationship. But then I'm struggling with is it actually worth it? Would it make me happy? I belief in many of the teachings, but I find more direction in the Buddhist teachings when I take the time to sit down and meditate. I will never be Jewish in the sense I wasn't born into it, I know this guys father will never be pleased with that. I'm told his mother would just care if he's happy. He himself says I don't have to unless I want to.
I guess sometimes I feel like I'm too angry to be considered a "Buddhist" that my outward actions don't always reflect the Buddha's teachings but would converting change that? doubtful.

Thanks.. now I have even more to think about. wink

Jun 16, 2011
medicguy:
I know what you mean about the anger, which is why (personally) I'm working on controlling my anger, in order to be a more model Buddhist. I've already learned to control so much of my anger that I know it is attainable. I guess I've never had a spiritual message resonate with me as much as Buddhism has, which is why I want to make the change for the better... most of all to be a better me than I am right now.
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