I feel.... empty. 
I finally got another tattoo. I'll post pictures when i have them!
elsie_caruso:
ADD ME
cfq:
well....i'll always be on AIM 
if i dont have conversations to deal with at the moment. sorry about that!!
if i dont have conversations to deal with at the moment. sorry about that!! anybody still readin this thing?
Lifes been awfully quiet right now. I'm a few weeks back from a week long trip in California, and i really want to go back. The weather was pleasant, and the people were great.
Lifes been awfully quiet right now. I'm a few weeks back from a week long trip in California, and i really want to go back. The weather was pleasant, and the people were great.
mogwai_:
i just got back from northern california a few weeks ago myself. hope you had fun
I've come to realise today how angry i am about being alone. 
why is it i get treated like shit for being nice?
I'm never going to change it, and its gonna hurt all the same.
I'm never going to change it, and its gonna hurt all the same.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow, and every day after it.
And thats all i have to say for today
And thats all i have to say for today
Sometimes i wonder where things are going, but i've realized that i can't control it.
cfq:
Best blog ever!
doll_:
seriously.
I love to stand out in the a thunderstorm, with the pouring rain.
I think that says something about my character.
I think that says something about my character.
Can I want more, but still be happy with what i get?
To anyone who sees this...
Is it okay for me to feel better now? I want to move forward, and for some reason, i'm not sure how.
Is it okay for me to feel better now? I want to move forward, and for some reason, i'm not sure how.
mogwai_:
its always ok to feel better.
try checking out meetup.com its not a dating site but a site to find local groups.i know in my area there's a sushi group, kickball, dining out, book reading, dog walking group... a friend of mine told me about it when i moved to greenville last year and it was a good way for me to start networking and socializing in a new town. (the site is also free fyi)
and meeting new people that also share your interests is a good way to move on and move forward.
try checking out meetup.com its not a dating site but a site to find local groups.i know in my area there's a sushi group, kickball, dining out, book reading, dog walking group... a friend of mine told me about it when i moved to greenville last year and it was a good way for me to start networking and socializing in a new town. (the site is also free fyi)
and meeting new people that also share your interests is a good way to move on and move forward.
I'm over it now. She can have her new boyfriend. As long as he's making her happy (and he is) then its alright.
Now she needs to decide whether or not she wants me in her life as her friend and stop treating me like this, then things will be best.
Now she needs to decide whether or not she wants me in her life as her friend and stop treating me like this, then things will be best.