mechanic

I'm starting to disconnect from the SG more and
more... I used to be really into the board and
reading the journals... not anymore. I wonder why...
there's maybe a select few, whose journals
I read on the regular basis now. I guess, like
everything else in my life this was just a phase...
that's an other thing that really scares me,
these fucking phases. I can't be constantly
into anything or anyone... it always changes.
i'm reading one book, then in the middle of it
I jump into an other. I'm with one girl, then
6 moth later she doesn't interest me as much
anymore... Isn't there a mental disorder that
has to do with that?...