mechanic

today I deleted two phone numbers from my
cell phone... that should prevent me
from calling them when I'm weak.
all because I think those two
people are playing me... in my understanding
if you're friends with someone (as I thought
I was with those girls) you call each other
once in a while... get together or whatever
else friends do... apparently not. I'm so fucking
tired of people not returning my phone calls...
I know I would, just to be polite, or something...
fuck that shit. bitches.