mechanic

it's raining outside... so I'm feeling the melancholy
coming over me. it's the best feeling aside from
depression and love. you're sort of floating in space
oblivious of what's going on around. it's sort of
a trance state. eyes are looking inward...
I downloaded Dia's desktop and I'm gonna put it
onto my laptop... I think it's gorgeous. Today
my friend Tim is leaving for Europe; as I mentioned
before - I was supposed to go with him... but
life has a funny way of laughing at our plans; you know?.... What's interesting that another friend
of mine who lives in Toronto, is gonna be in
London on the same day I was supposed to be there... how cool would that have been? me and her
walking around, chewing fat....