mecha

I stand here peering into this drowning pool
Glaring at her image
As projected by my broken heart
Still she appears beautiful to me
WHY and HOW I still hold any LOVE for her
I do not know
I dive deep
into this pool that is meant to smoother out LIFE
As I float to its darkened bottom
Those questions once again find me
The ones that lead me to this plunge
WHO did I have to be ?
for her to let me into her heart
WHAT did I need to do? to make a difference in her SOUL
HOW did I have to act? to not be a JOKE in her life
The bottom shatters these questions
The silence makes the beating of my Heart the loudest thing
I rush to the top
Crashing through the surface
I spit her from my lungs
My heart beats stronger now
Again I peer into this drowning pool
Only this time I watch as the droplets
carry her from my BEING
now there is only
to forget
her face