mecha

These thoughts of knowing
these illusions of a perfect world
Love and understanding
really?
The lesson here is I am a damn fool
The lesson here is I know not a damn thing
For so long I gave her LOve and UNderstanding
KIndness
day after day she shoved it all back down my throat
Showing me that its never enough
Showing me that this world is truly
unfeeling
perhaps not all worlds but this one her world
is dead its atmosphere made of poison gas
I grapple for those 3 words but the poison is choking me
breaking my heart
the tears streaming down my cheeks
as I choke on all I dont know
These thoughts of knowing
These smashed illusions of a perfect world