mecha

oh fuck i feel like shit
my sinuses are bothering me
lots of sneezing very annoying
well any way for those of you who come for the writting here is todays
entry
i call it
"time slipping away"





I cry for yesterday
The yesterday that felt so good
Soft like this fall air that moves across my skin
The images I hold so dear
Are so rudely interrupted by today
Like that really great dream that the fucking
Alarm clock steals away
Then I find myself
Staggering in these spaces between here and there
And the film projector
In the small locked room in my mind
Just rolls on showing me
What it wants me to see
All the sweet goddesses that used to love me
I hear their sweet laughs and the words they spoke to me
That made me glow
The green is fading
Replaced by the reds and oranges
The days rush into the night so fast now
The sun even now is lowering itself behind
The horizon
Will this be yet another yesterday to cry for?
In the place between here and there
There is no time
No one ever goes away
And we laugh and play forever
Instead I am stuck
Swimming in the memories of yesterday
And the tears they always bring