meanwhile

Im writing a resume because I barely have a job anymore.
I thought that by becoming a supervisor I would not only make more money but get more hours. Wrong.
I make more money yes but in the past two weeks i have only worked 4 days.
Unacceptable.
Time for a new job or else im going to be Poor,Poor,Poor.
My lover man has been taken away from me by the fine williamson county police department. Those fuck heads (tha DA) are going to put him through hell just for being Luke because they hate him for whatever reason.
I am alone and will be for at the very least six months (that's with my fingers crossed) to be real though, there is no telling.
I want to move to Nashville so bad but I have to stay here until I can make some money.
I cant say enough how sexy Quinne and Adien are together.
I want to do a set with one of the lovely SG.
I think I want a girlfriend. I cannot see myself with any other man. It wouldn't be right. I don't desire to replace the one i have. He is the one i will always be with.
While he is away though, i need someone to sleep with at night and make me laugh again.
I don't want to be depressed this time. Its not as though he died. He will come back and then we will have a lifetime to share.
I just hate being alone. He was my best friend in the world and I just got lucky enough that he happens to be my lover man too.
He asked me to marry him when we grow up and I already said yes. It wont be hard to wait for him, im not worried about temptations because I know where my heart belongs.
Now I know im rambling, but im not sorry.
I have to go to court in 11days.
I have to wait on my tattoo longer because I am running out of money.
I wish Quinne were here she could take pictures of me, make me a mean hot chocolate and give me someone to talk to. I'll just have to wait on that too.
Wait, wait, wait, patience has become the story of my life.