meanwhile

I think its time to stop and take a step back.
You know when you've been running along with life for a while and you start to slowly realize that there is shit that isnt exactly right?
What actually IS important?
What effect is tha shit im doing now going to have over time?
What direction am i going?
What IS tha big picture?
I think thats what has made me start drawing and shit again. Its my alternate escape.Instead of getting high or fuckin going out or some shit, i try to create.
I love that type of expression...boundless and free.
I need that sometimes..to be free from all tha bullshit and connect with something else.
i dont know what tha fuck is going on anymore.
ill be back someday...im going to find something.