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Ok so it has rubbed off from one family's problems to the other. My sister left to go back to NY today and right when we got back, i went to get sushi and i thought my parents were going out to eat. i came home and they were fighting over some dumb shit and they end up not going out together, i eat with my dad and he starts telling me all this shit and it just makes me feel...i dont know like one one hand i feel bad for him but i know he doesnt want that, and on the other well i dont know just too much shit is going on at once is the problem. Also my mom is a self centered bitch. thats the root of the problem she only cares about herself and my dad bends over backwords trying to please her just so she'll be happy and instead he gets shit on. I love my dad so much man...i dont know what to do. All he tells me is that he is waiting to die(doctors told him he should have been dead about 6 years ago because he was soo bad off after his open heart surgery when i was little) and now he is just miserable, but at least he can laugh and smile when i am around. wow i didnt know i spilled that much shit..uhh ok on a more happy note it sounds gay but i learned to embroider and now ican make some cool shit haha.Yay for me.humm what else.. i dun know i just hope shit gets resolved ya know?there has got ta be more to life then tha shit that brings u down it just needs to be re-kindled haha toodles