Hi.
It's been a little while since I've posted my last blog. A few things have contributed to this. Basically, I have way too many uni assignments and exams to prep for before the end of the year. Things at my Youth Work gig are full on flat out, and work at the bottleshop is getting busier the closer we get to the end of the year. Also, I've recently signed on as a bass player in an original rock 'n roll band called Lock n Load. So to cut things short- I'm busy and I'm overworked.
So what brings me here tonight (it's currently 12.08am in Sydney, Australia)? I guess... I'm in a bit of a bum mood. Work is stressing me out, exams are stressing me out... the only thing that's really giving me any real personal satisfaction at the moment is the band, and I only jam with them on a Sunday night. I think I need a holiday. I was speaking to a work friend at the bottleshop and she suggested it. But I've been overworked and underappreciated plenty of times before in the past and I've never felt the need to take a holiday before, so why do I think it's a good idea now? I think... it's because in the past when I've needed to talk about things... I had a great support from my ex girlfriend. and now that I don't have that person to turn to... I guess I'm blogging, haha. You know how sometimes you think about someone, and for a brief passage of time, you wonder if they ever think about you? I'm pretty sure she forgot about me within a month of our breakup... and here I am two years later still missing her :/ It wasn't supposed to be like this- after everything was said and done I figured 'It's cool- I'll just gig with my new band, meet some girls post-gig and pick up where I left off- no big deal'. And... while that worked in the past... it certainly hasn't yielded any results recently. Maybe it's because I've matured as a person and I'm looking for someone similar minded, rather than the standard pub fare. I dunno- either way, I'm in a crappy mood, and I'm way too young to consider buying a 3rd cat.
Lemon out.
It's been a little while since I've posted my last blog. A few things have contributed to this. Basically, I have way too many uni assignments and exams to prep for before the end of the year. Things at my Youth Work gig are full on flat out, and work at the bottleshop is getting busier the closer we get to the end of the year. Also, I've recently signed on as a bass player in an original rock 'n roll band called Lock n Load. So to cut things short- I'm busy and I'm overworked.
So what brings me here tonight (it's currently 12.08am in Sydney, Australia)? I guess... I'm in a bit of a bum mood. Work is stressing me out, exams are stressing me out... the only thing that's really giving me any real personal satisfaction at the moment is the band, and I only jam with them on a Sunday night. I think I need a holiday. I was speaking to a work friend at the bottleshop and she suggested it. But I've been overworked and underappreciated plenty of times before in the past and I've never felt the need to take a holiday before, so why do I think it's a good idea now? I think... it's because in the past when I've needed to talk about things... I had a great support from my ex girlfriend. and now that I don't have that person to turn to... I guess I'm blogging, haha. You know how sometimes you think about someone, and for a brief passage of time, you wonder if they ever think about you? I'm pretty sure she forgot about me within a month of our breakup... and here I am two years later still missing her :/ It wasn't supposed to be like this- after everything was said and done I figured 'It's cool- I'll just gig with my new band, meet some girls post-gig and pick up where I left off- no big deal'. And... while that worked in the past... it certainly hasn't yielded any results recently. Maybe it's because I've matured as a person and I'm looking for someone similar minded, rather than the standard pub fare. I dunno- either way, I'm in a crappy mood, and I'm way too young to consider buying a 3rd cat.
Lemon out.