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Hooray for FRIDAY!!!!

I am so glad that this week is almost OVER. Work bites. I am seriously thinking of 'exploring' my options elsewhere.

I need to make a commitment to make the most of my weekends. I vow to get out of the house and get out there with the kids and DO something.

I just hope it doesn't rain all weekend. That makes...
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yup. i hate work. i am thinking of taking an accounting class and becomeing a CPA. CPA's aren't expected to be nice are they?
I like the idea of going to a differnt jobsite everyday, but I don't want to do construction (anymore).

I think I also like thr thought of not working, but my husband may think that foolish.

Oh well. I can cream,...
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well it's time that i really get my shit together. I feel like I am running in place most of the time - just maintaining.

i feel like I am a thirteen year old attempting to live the life of a Happily Married 30 year old.

My family (thank God for them) is awesome - so supportive and loving. I wouldn't be here without them....
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worthless blather.

Yee haw... Here it is, Saturday again. I am fantasizing about bieng independantly wealthy. I could spend my days spending thousands of dollars shopping and doting on my children and husband.

Oh well, I could have worse problems, right?

Going out to Lake Chabot to meet up with my hunny and his friends. We'll see if he's caught any fish yet.

Gotta make the most...
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Happy Saturday.
Should be cleaning, but I'm sitting here drinnking coffee and pretending that I am making a wonderful contribution to the SG community. While I hope that someone appreciates my plentiful posts an a plethora of pages.

Refill time.

Then I will start my cleaning binge.

*someone that's kinda old skool just called me a 'smart newbie' - neat-o

*BLUSH*



*38 days sober!!!

Isn't it Friday YET??? This week has already been hell at work. Everyone is flaring up at me, it's ridiculous.

I have three days off next week. WOW. I won't even know what to do with myself.

I am sure I'll think of something naughty.

It's been 33 days with no drink or drugs. so far, no murders. I do need to get my ass...
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hey now...
sober. wow what a trip. I haven't broken to the temptation yet. I wish my husband would let me go to meetings. Not that I've adsken and he's said no - he would say 'do whatever you want' but if i took 10 minutes longer than he thought I should gettin home from a meeting - it would be all bad. I have...
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UP EARLY!!

I can't believe I am awake so early, but it's kinda cool because I can do lots more stuff than I normally could in the AM.

Gonaa do my taxes today. Hope we get some loot back so I can do some paying off of my billski's.
I also want to get my star tat set up for the 1 year anniversary next...
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I wish I could grow up. I feel like I can't control my emotions sometimes - or that I can, but I choose the WRONG way to react to people. I guess the trick is to catch one self before reacting and saying something stupid and THINKING about the right and wrong ways to react to a particular situation.

Yes, I think I am having...
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I can't believe I'm 30! It feels much better than 22 did, which up until now was my best birthday. I have much more of a sense of who I am and I am much more confident. I thought I was confident back then but I think it was just cocky and opinionated.

I realize thatthere is so much more in store for little girl...
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feeling a bit better today. i took a pto day off work, so i'm gonna try to hit a meeting.

I am struggling with jealousy lately. I think i've had more time to think about stuff and I am all depressed, so pity just falls right into the mix so easily.

Oh well, knowing is half the battle like G.I. Joe said, right?

Going to...
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