mdropcho

so...i'm sitting here at the computer. 2 of my roomates are passed out on the couches next to me.the descendents are on the playlist. i'm drinking vodka and smoking a cigatette. why the fuck and i stil so unhappy? things just don't feel right, and they haven't for so very long.` i just want to be happy, is that really too much to ask? i don't even really know why i'm posting this. it sems like i don't have an audience for my thoughts anymore, and i've never really been a blog poster. but hey, maybe this would be a good way to vent. i don;t know...just giving it a shot.