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Well, last night was interesting. Went out for a drink with my ex (we are remaining good friends at least until we graduate since we have to see each other and it is still so soon). It was going really well we had fun we caught up. She is "seeing" someone though and i've told her already I don't approve since we had really JUST ended things, she was basically seeing this guy prior to us "officially" ending it about 2 weeks ago. Anyway, I said as her friend not even her ex that I didn't approve, that it was too soon and that she needed to be single for some time first. So anyway, last night she opens up a bit and tells me her plans for this weekend with him and maybe plans next sunday as well (he is a transit cop so only has off 2 days a week). It bothered me but not as much as I expected it too. I enjoyed a few more beers and we left. She dropped me off and was going to come up to hang out for a little bit before going home, well I blew that and after trying to make a move she left. This is where the night should have ended. I hate technology. Of course she texts me to let me know she got home and then we started going back and forth. 3 captain and gingers later I am drunk and just saying everything on my mind (bad idea when the relationship was ended by her and I have zero closure).

Good news is, I really did have a good time, I just wish I hadn't caused things to get uncomfortable and for her to leave as it would have been nice to of hung out a little longer. This morning we both decided it was good, that we were both honest and that it had to all be said. I guess what I am getting at is that texting is not always the best technological advancement.