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mdcsoul

Roma, Italy

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Once upon a day

Jan 9, 2019
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I realized, especially in recent months, that I can not be comfortable in this reality, too hectic and fickle. Any field of work, professional or otherwise, is experienced almost maniacally, where the aim is to reach, at all costs, try to do it in every way possible and imaginable, and in photography, this is unfortunately the matter. I tried and I'm trying to make all of this uniform, but I can not do it, it's stronger than me, and every day I feel anger and uneasiness growing inside. I feel and see contradictory discourses and situations, and while trying to accept the changes and the logic of "public relations", to show to be interested, in the end there is only so much bitterness and inner emptiness, with the awareness that I will remain forever in any environment in outsider. I hope I have not bored you, I hope to find the strength and the desire to continue, and I hope I will never get uniform, because in the end I always prefer it so, one against everything and everyone
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arroezze:
I feel the same way in my profession. Except I don't take pictures. I work healthcare and it seems to take way more into politics than care. I feel your frustration a lot.
Jan 9, 2019
mdcsoul:
I also work in the field of security for people as well as music and photography, and I know that the protection of people is far more important. It's a bad historical period ... I'm near you brother @arroezze
Jan 9, 2019

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