mcwarbringer

what do you do when you cant help the one you love. you have to sit there and watch him crumble right in front of you because your too far away to be there next to him. to lift him up when he falls, to hold him, to tell him hes an amazing person, to support him in every decision, and to show him that no matter what, we have each other. how do you compinsate for that when your across a fucking ocean and theres nothing you can do about it but wait. wait until either you lose him, or you finally get lucky and get to be with him again. how do you take away his pain, his fear, his hopelessness. All i can do is remind him of what he is, an intelligent, funny, hansome, reliable, talented, loving, compationate, amazing person he is. hes amazing at everything he does. hes smarter then he gives himself credit for. he makes everyone around him feel better and more relaxed. and hes the most gorgeous man i've ever seen in my life. I tell him i love him any chance i get, but it doesnt do it justice. Theres no word or expression in any language's vocabulary on this planet that i have found to describe what he means to me. Shakespear would be blown away. Id do anything for him. anything. but i cant even cheer him up because i'm stuck at this god forsaken base that is brining me down on it's own. I need to be there with him. i need it as much as he does. i need to be able to show him that even though things look rough up ahead, that everything will be okay and we can overcome. we have something that most people search their whole lives for, and only the lucky find. you'll know once youve lost it.