I've been all over the place lately...I seriously am beginning to believe I have issues. It seems as if on cue that after having a good week and things going well, that things just turn shitty. I won't go into it, but the last couple of days have been really shitty...
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So yeah, I get it. Good news though... I got a raise a couple...
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. My throat's swollen and sore as hell. Really nothing else hurts but it sucks because I can't eat anything other than soft food. So, lots of yogurt, more yogurt, and tea. Really not sure what it is, but my medical insurance sucks this year so I don't want to go to the doctor because I... Read More
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Ever wake up in the morning and realize...this is not what I thought my life is supposed to bee? I don't know why I've felt like that the past few weeks, but it won't go away. Obviously it's time to...
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Well...except Christmas wasn't that terribly exciting. It's really only meant for families and kids, so it's really wasted on the likes of me...so on to everything else.
So work has become just almost unbearable. The bank I work for is really not offering any promotions w/in the area that I work. Our increases are going to be non-existent,...
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I know I should be grateful to have a job, and I really am, but I just need to find something else to do.
i feel like this a lot. everyday i read about people searching for jobs and i am so thankful to have one, but then people who are a little better off than me come in and hassle me about the stupidest most petty stuff. sigh. but sometimes you have to take the bad with the good.
and please don't ever become more of a jerk due to some bad experiences. its sad to see so many nice guys abused and changed. i've seen this happen too many times.
Regardless...I need to learn how to be more of a dick I guess to play this dating nonsense.
Now why would you wanna go and do that??!? You're a nice, intelligent, and handsome man, and granted you may not have found someone to appreciate that yet, it's an admirable mix and you should try to keep it. Changing yourself to attract quantity rather than quality doesn't usually work out too well in the end-- if you act like a douchebag and attract girls like that, what does it say about the girls themselves? And what does it say about you for wanting to attract chicks like that??
What kind of qualities are you looking for in a woman?? YOU are the one making the choice, so please don't make the mistake of preening just so a woman comes to you-- be proactive about that shit and go out and get what you want! You have great qualities, so when you do find the right type of women I don't think it should be too hard overall 
That said..... you can still be kind and tactful while being selective about what you want-- no dickishness necessary. The good womens will pick up on it 
It's ok, hopefully you won't be a stranger at future events 
And you might be right about my friends, last year we went out to eat and they didn't buy me a drink or dinner. I thought since i am making them dinner they would atleast buy a drink!