mctavisch

Soooo I found an apartment here! It's a 1-bed, 1-bath, so nothing particularly special, but they've been remodeled inside and I get a ton of discounts because of where I work. I'm excited! Not really just for the apartment, but the fact that it's something new in my life...something to look forward to. It's closer to a lot of my friends, closer to work, closer to the bars I always used to go to...Hah I don't know I guess I'm just pretty stoked about it. Not too thrilled about the whole moving thing again, but eh, comes with the territory.

For whatever reason, I've been having overwhelming thoughts about the ex, which leads to me not sleeping because they usually happen at night. I've had to see her more often somehow after switching to a different shift...not sure how that happens...I know I should know better, and I do in my head, but it's not always that easy and logical. I guess that just goes to prove why I'm not ready to date someone seriously yet, really not fair to put them through that. Just takes time right? I know, I know...trying to be patient. I'm hoping I can bury myself enough in cleaning, packing, and planning for this new apartment to keep my mind busy...