This weekend was pretty dull and crappy to begin with, but the rest of today just took the cake. So my ex was out and about today, house shopping--that's an entirely different story--and wanted to stop by. As I had been sitting here day-drinking as well as some other extracurriculars, inexplicably I said sure. Despite everything that has happened I still can't help but love her and want to be with her. She tells me now that she's dating someone, the guy that she cheated on me with....I just wanted to scream.
This is completely unfair, why is it when someone else fucks up, they get the better end of this? She's dating someone new, buying a house, and doesn't even seem like she ever cared. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? Why did I put myself through all of this. It is just too much to handle right now I can't even begin to handle it. Needless to say I'll be getting extremely fucked up tonight....fuck work tomorrow.
This is completely unfair, why is it when someone else fucks up, they get the better end of this? She's dating someone new, buying a house, and doesn't even seem like she ever cared. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? Why did I put myself through all of this. It is just too much to handle right now I can't even begin to handle it. Needless to say I'll be getting extremely fucked up tonight....fuck work tomorrow.