Well good news first...my little brother's moving back! Not sure if it's a great idea for him to move back out here to live with this new girlfriend of his, but hey, he's a big kid and can make his own decisions. He turns 21 this summer so I get the privilege of making sure he never forgets it! That'll definitely be a good time.
Otherwise...life's been pretty, eh, I don't know what it's been. Up and down I guess is the best way to describe it. The song "breaking up is hard to do" fits appropriately right now. Every day is a little bit easier, and I know that time is the only thing that is going to make it better. After some drama went down pretty recently with my friends...it became pretty apparent who my friends are....and more importantly who they aren't, if that makes any sense. As such the normally busy social life has been lacking.
My solution? Do it myself **Insert sequence from 40 year old virgin-"Do you like to do it yourself?"**
. Anyways, going back to the days where I just kind of do what I want to do, when I want to do it without any concern for anyone else. Selfish? A bit perhaps...but after wasting the last year constantly worried about what someone else thought...I need a bit of that. Other than that...I've going shopping like a good lil citizen with my tax rebate money. Hey...I needed a new outfit or two.
So my cousins are trying to convince me that I should come live in Australia for awhile to get away from a lot of this nonsense I'm dealing with. Part of me is having a hard time disagreeing. If I'm going to do it in my life, now's the time. I'm stuck in a lease for 6 months...so that's probably good. It'll give me time to decide what I really feel like doing...
Otherwise...life's been pretty, eh, I don't know what it's been. Up and down I guess is the best way to describe it. The song "breaking up is hard to do" fits appropriately right now. Every day is a little bit easier, and I know that time is the only thing that is going to make it better. After some drama went down pretty recently with my friends...it became pretty apparent who my friends are....and more importantly who they aren't, if that makes any sense. As such the normally busy social life has been lacking.
My solution? Do it myself **Insert sequence from 40 year old virgin-"Do you like to do it yourself?"**
. Anyways, going back to the days where I just kind of do what I want to do, when I want to do it without any concern for anyone else. Selfish? A bit perhaps...but after wasting the last year constantly worried about what someone else thought...I need a bit of that. Other than that...I've going shopping like a good lil citizen with my tax rebate money. Hey...I needed a new outfit or two.
So my cousins are trying to convince me that I should come live in Australia for awhile to get away from a lot of this nonsense I'm dealing with. Part of me is having a hard time disagreeing. If I'm going to do it in my life, now's the time. I'm stuck in a lease for 6 months...so that's probably good. It'll give me time to decide what I really feel like doing...