mct

So another day ... another group of people I've pissed off.
Down to one week until I lose my laptop ... so bye bye constant updates.
And to top things off I began my day with my dad telling me he might have cancer ... and if you don't now this about me - my dad means the world to me. He's been going blind for the past 15 years ... and I came back to work with his company so that his stress level would go down - I drive him to jobsites and handle many of his old duties. I don't want to lose him ... and I know I shouldn't think this way but I can't think of my life without him in it. I mean ... fuck ... he's been through enough - why in God's name can't he get a break?