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i'm tired of being happy for people that have found love, and i'm tired of being second best.

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chitin:
Ugh. Tell me about it.
red_flynn:
It's hard to realize you come in second with people you care about, especially when you want to help them.
It is the ultimate suck.
But you're not alone in knowing what that feels like. Sorry that you have to know what it's like though babe.
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arm warmers make me happy. i want as many pairs as i can find... especially stripey ones.

went and saw i <3 huckabees. it was amusing. moose and i decided we were eachothers "other." my life is pretty boring. i still haven't started my application for UNH, and my parents have no idea where they're moving next. i will keep my fingers crossed that they...
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i really hate new years. mad

bah hum bug. i'm continuing in my hermithoodiness and to which i stayed in all new years and watched too much buffy. it is dangerous.... mhm. the nice thing about starting back at the beginning is that it's not over... there are still loads more to watch, unlike watching the last season, when you know that's it... it breaks my...
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this song has been in my head all day... it makes me happy

When the earth was still flat,
And the clouds made of fire,
And mountains stretched up to the sky,
Sometimes higher,
Folks roamed the earth
Like big rolling kegs.
They had two sets of arms.
They had two sets of legs.
They had two faces peering
Out of one giant head
So...
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decayingyouth:
that is a great song. hedwig and the angry inch song track has many good songs.
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waste #8 "yes i'm very busy and important"

i'm supposed to be up in a few hours to take my friend to the airport so he can fly to italy to see his boyfriend. i'm terribly jealous of him for getting to go to italy. we were supposed to go this xmas but the money ran out. i keep thinking i'm going to suddenly have...
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switchcomb:
I love to eat early in the morning
emma35:
there is a mandarine spice candle in here that is quite overpowering....but I love it anyway smile


I like talking to people really late at night. They are off guard (and probably very sleepy!) and might say things they wouldn't normally say during the daytime. I guess I just like knowing what's going on inside people's heads. and when things slip...it's very honest...and I like that.

what other things do you like doing in the very early morning, besides taking long walks with boys? wink
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waste #7

it's so nice to not have to get up and have to do anything. having my friend here is always entertaining. i mean who else can sing along at the top of their lungs to the wicked soundtrack and make perfect movements and gestures to popular... none so much as chub. it's also nice not to be entirely left to family for the...
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decayingyouth:
Well, I hope you have a chance to make great plans for New Years. So far it looks like Ill be doing nothing. I dont dance and I cant stand bars for it looks like Ill be having a nice quit not at home. Maybe I should start begging my friends to see if they wouldnt mind me tagging along with them.
Im sure youll get in to UNH, trust me Ive meet some of the people that go there.
UNH has a beautiful campus.
I may be visiting Germany this May, If my friend ever gets back in touch with me.

best movie i've seen lately is either In my skin or partymonster
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Waste #4 lebkuchen
bon tag (bon nuit- nuit) + (guten tag- guten) = bon tag!

i've been doing too much math. sythethic division, imaginary numbers, irrational functions, and finally logs, i love logs! anyway these creepy math terms are invading my dreams. i would like to keep math and dreams very separate. surreal

easy song today. no one got the last one. "conquer it all" by...
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switchcomb:
I never had the pleasure of math entering my dreams. I get everything else though.
emma35:
ahhh old nirvana is the best. smile pennyroyal tea is the name right? That song brings back old memories

i didn't know the last one.



well i can't wait until the break...how bout you?
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waste # 3 "the season of the witch."

ok, i guess my last music question was too easy. i'll have to think of a much harder one. doubt it... hm. i am highly impressed that i barely had it posted and i had an answer.

i finished my paper. it's probably wretched, and i'll get a C on it. but it's done. it's terribly challenging...
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decayingyouth:
I semi-know Die Happy. I've heard a few of there songs.
decayingyouth:
I have a Friend that lives in Germany and when she visits the states she normally brings cds over from bands that are hard to get in the states.
The cds she brought over were subway to sally and die happy and something else that i can't remember.