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ok, so i'm back from france. i know i still haven't written about poland... i don't have the energy to write about either one yet. i'm going to get all my film developed and then i will show them off, and write all about it.it will be dandy. mhm!

yay,


the heffalump

there is too much to process right now. i'm home for now, safe, and i work tomorrow and then i leave on wednesday for the south of france. maybe i'll be able to focus my thoughts and write them down later, but as for now, poland is going to have to stay in my head. a dark, painful stain.

i'm leaving in twenty minutes to go to the trainstation to go to poland. (see my last entry) it's crazy because i never thought that i would make it there, and now i'm going.

today... my mind is in a million different places right now, and it's growing quite noisy... i will return with many haunting black and white pictures... and probably loads of nightmares....
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Oh SG, I'm heading on too many trips and I think I will probably be forced to neglect you. It makes me sad.

This week is finals week, but all I have is my biology final, and I have to finish writing a paper. The paper is due Wednesday and the test is Wednesday too...

Thursday I'm leaving for Poland, with my Novel and Film...
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i think i'm a loser but it ticks me off when people don't know what element their sign goes to, or say it's the wrong one... i don't know what it bugs me, i guess because i've spent so much time with astrology... but ok... for the record.... i'll even bold the elements

Aries-(March 21-April 19) Fire
Taurus- (April 20-May 20) Earth
Gemini- (May...
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see my pictures file for more cupcake hair pictures. mhm!

toes crossing...

i <3 my new cupcake hair. yellow cake with pink frosting. it's so much fun. most all of it is pink, the bangs are yellow, and i let it show through some places, because i wanted to look like a cupcake. the pink matches my eyebrows perfect. mmmmhm! it makes me giggle...

i feel a little like a my little pony...

1 part my little...
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so i'm a huge loser and i've spent most of my night-morning watching season 5, and i can't believe some of the things that have happened....

1. ghostly spike
2. harmony!?
3. fucking eve, i just want to slaughter her, not really that surprising, just pisses the hell outta me
4. gunn and his fancy pants, (not a huge fan of the new change of...
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i want a pet toad or a lizard (iguana, chameleon; something) and i want to name him Guapo. it's going to be fabulous.

i think the thing i hate most about people i know, face to face, reading my jourals is the censoring i have to do. with xanga i have to be the most discrete because that's the largest face to face crowd i have.
i usually make it a little story type thing that doesn't make much sense anyway but i have to make it ever...
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