Friday May 07, 2004

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i have never eaten a more uncomfortable dinner in my entire life. why does even looking them in the eye make my stomach turn...

my entire meal is in knots....

how do you have that control?
surreal
emma35:
?!! confused what's wrong hun....?

Thursday May 06, 2004

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i quit.

i quit all of this, points to all of the books and tests, i quit.

surreal
emma35:
yea me too....after i take my last test tommorow at 8 am!!! Hey I need your school address! I have a care package for you for your finals week....or I could send it a little bit before if you'd like. tongue robot Just send me an e-mail with your addy. tongue

Monday May 03, 2004

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why does it affect anyone else what happens to me. these people don't care... don't really know me. who cares if they see a few slices, who cares if they see the latest burn or engraving... why... why does anyone have to say anything, can't they just keep it to themselves and have those hushed whispers, more than already before. the twisted glances, and the,...
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emma35:
word. surreal
emma35:
thank you dearie for the testimonial. he thinks that he owns me. !!@$&*(!AHahahahahha!!~ robot

tongue

Saturday May 01, 2004

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venom seethes inside my mouth at the sight of you. how can these eyes turn dark, and froth over with pure hatred, where there was once friendship. it seems impossible that your presence is what makes me leave a room, or shift in my chair. i want to tear all of your pictures from my wall and destroy them, but still there they hang, and...
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emma35:
i think i play victim a lot too--but maybe just b/c i have such high expectations and then they always seem to get crushed. blackeyed benny and joon is a great movie. i need to rent it and watch it so i can remember just how good it is
emma35:
ajklfj*Q@#($ pictures!!!!!!!!!!! tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue


oh geez...your friend has a whip...that's hot. robot

i love the halloween pictures of you.....especially the first one with you and your friends....you look sexy! kiss kiss biggrin

Friday Apr 30, 2004

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HIM concert is on SUNDAY@!!!!


HOLY FREAKING CHICKENS!

i cannot possibly make that all beautiful and wordy, that is all that is needed, Sonntag! sonntag!!!

this is the stupid girl that has

1.over 1100 pictures of HIM on her computer,
2. all of the cds, lots of the underground things from europe, (since i'm from there)
3.has her mum tape things off the tv when...
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emma35:
wowza... robot


happy for ya and wowza @ all the HIM stuff.

Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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you know, i was walking out of the theater after seeing Big Fish, and suddenly my ears perked up at the sound German. A couple walked in front of me carrying on in German about the Film. they stopped a minute at the trash can and i slowed my speed, i had to hear more, just savour in the fact they were speaking... not mine,...
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emma35:
heheh that would have been funny if you followed them when they turned around. i'm home and it isn't so great.

wait, massaging shower head, available (and FREE) food, television, and a bathroom of my own....

I guess it isn't so bad either.


Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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chocolate chip cookie dough bites . bite sized pieces of cookie dough with a lovely milk choclate covering them, und marilyn manson.

enough said. surreal
emma35:
i'll take care of cingular ma'm ARRR!!! hehe ahhh yummy robot robot robot robot



bottle of water and weezer...and it's fricking HUMID ! goddamn :melts: i look like frickin curly sue. J!KL$J(*#$!!~!!!!
surreal surreal

Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

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what the freaking chickens?! why does cingular want to cause my very demise!?

my bill:

monthly charges: 22.75
Rollover minutes 3, 552

total cost: 222,44 $ eeek


what the fuck!? mad mad mad mad

really really freaking pissed off
emma35:
ahhhhhhh I'm sorry hun. frown

i did that all last semester and my dad finally upped my minutes

Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

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fill the room with polka dots in a springtime green, because i'm feeling lonely. hand me buckets of paint and tennisballs, i feel like redecorating. give me something to entertain this sequestered soul, i fear that if it has anymore time it will self destruct.

blankly staring at a screen with no more love for me than i have for myself, and all i want...
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emma35:
if i were in cali I would steal you from your room and we would do all sorts of naughty and funs things in the city. tongue
It's gonna be good if i do end up going over seas (which all depends on if they accept me to the program) because I'll get to see you again!!!!! kiss kiss kiss tongue tongue tongue which would make me so happy! mwah

Tuesday Apr 27, 2004

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one by one they flutter away to a place i will never be a part of. but whenever they do come my way, i'll give them to another for i cannot hold onto them. their green aparel and their jaded faces all looking back at me.

twiitching into fits from the neverending waves of blistering sun. san francisco should never be 92 degrees ever.... may...
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emma35:
which did you choose just out of curiousity???

I had a massive hunt for change in my dorm the other day because I was dying for a coke!! i got my 75 cents. yeeeah. now i'm BROKE too.


i'm here bitchin about 80 degree weather.

:points and laughs: mwahahahaha


frown seriously though that sucks a nut. robot
paleenchantress:
Welcome ! biggrin
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